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Let's Make Our Own Flu Vaccine?

2009-10-21T18:47:00.000-07:00

Well, excuse the heck out of me for a short (maybe not) rant about the flu that Swine don't spread, but that is definitely making a bundle for the drug industry. In a struggling economy, I guess that would be the ticket to wealth and a happier life. Buy into pharmaceutical stocks.

Talk the government into fining individuals for not getting a shot or inhaling a dangerous vaccine. Insist all school children be vaccinated. Push media hype on the big epidemic that doesn't exist. I did have a case of "Swine Flu" myself, and guess what? It was the mildest "flu" I've ever had. I really cannot believe some of the invidious things people will do to make a buck. It's hard to know where to start. Maybe with the mercury content beyond safe levels, aluminum and other toxins? Or, with the fact that more people died from polio after mass vaccinations?? Meanwhile, folks,on the bright side, there are inexpensive natural remedies, such as Vitamin D, which is an excellent preventative.

The Examiner.com, is a good place to start, by asking some questions we should all be considering. If you have elderly parents, children in school, are a health care provider, etc. etc., or just someone who believes what mainstream news sources, like the recent 60 Minutes infomercial, are pushing. More information here.

The Music Man Opening

2009-10-10T17:37:00.000-07:00

Photos courtesy of Daniel Nathaniel III

This is what you might call a Grandma's prerogative, brag post. Kealani, as Amaryllis, here in The Music Man, currently playing in Hilo's historic Palace Theater. Yes, she sings, dances, acts and plays the piano. What a kid! Hey, I'm allowed remember?

The entire cast, orchestra, and crew did a really outstanding job last night at their opening. One criteria being Bob, who actually stayed awake the whole time. See The Tribune-Herald for additional photos and a more detailed write-up.

If you happen to be in town, don't miss this wonderful show. If you're out of state, isn't it about time you came to Hawaii for a visit?

Ode to Abiu

2009-10-03T15:50:00.000-07:00

This is not a recipe. This is to thank God for his. For all the recipes of creation he has come up with; so many, simply unbeatable fruits in this world of ours, which really need nothing further from us. These Abiu, for instance. I can't think of any better way to eat them, than to just eat them. You'd have a hard time improving on anything so good.

Simply cut the fruit in half, then spoon out the creamy, instant vanilla custard. I have found that most of the visitors, friends, repair guys, etc., coming by, have never heard of Abiu.. They're not too well known, I guess you could say. A South of the Border phenomenon. At least Wikipedia has heard of them.

Some years the fruit flies get them and we have to tie little net bags around the fruit. This year, as I've mentioned, even though I did bag some, the unbagged ones don't seem to be bothered. My theory is that since there are so many little strawberry guavas fruiting right now, they're keeping all the fruit flies too busy to go looking under leaves for this fruit.

But who really knows the mind? of a fruit fly? The other day they were buzzing all around my Thai Basil. Maybe they're developing a taste for Thai food. I also like the way abiu don't all ripen at once. You have a sort of pantry effect here.

Incarnations of Beach Glass

2009-08-06T15:14:00.000-07:00

Before moving to the Big Island, we lived for a number of years on the North Shore of Oahu, in a beachfront rental. I would occasionally pick up and save bits of beach glass, shells and sea scoured Kukui nuts (which, unfortunately got left behind in the move). The glass and shells came with me, and recently I was able to use some in a tile, shell and glass mosaic when our pool was built.

You can see a few pieces here and there.

What brought this to mind was a nail file, of all things, made of beach glass. But so beautiful, it reminded me of a dragonfly with its iridescent coloring. A form of fusion glass, layers fired one at a time over each other, by artist Katharine Easton. I would include a link for her, but have been unable to find one. Her company is Beachglass Hawaii and the files as well as some jewelry are available at various galleries on the island. One of those things you can't justify getting for yourself, but still have to buy for a special gift. For some strange reason, I would purchase earrings for myself, but it seems that a fancy nail file is just over the line one step.

From what I've read, the sandblasted file will last forever.

Another creative use of beach glass by local artist, Karin Sayre, known for her mosaic mirror pieces. This one in my study features a hula girl.

These represent a new spin for what was debris, waste material dumped into the ocean. Good when something positive can be made of it. Maybe a righteous purpose (more probably money-making) will also be found for the giant skein of floating plastic, located somewhere in the Pacific between Hawaii and California. Called the "Great Pacific Garbage Patch", according to some reports it's about twice the size of Texas. I read somewhere that it might be possible to convert it to diesel fuel. You go guys!

Waipio Wedding

2009-07-16T14:08:00.000-07:00

The road was straight downhill from here. And, I do mean down. Four-wheel drive is required and absolutely necessary. The grandkids and I were all screaming at Bob to "Slow Down", as he's laughing. This is the way to Waipio Valley, scene of that wedding I mentioned a few weeks ago. I said I'd post a photo, but decided to do a post of photos instead. It was just so lovely.

In fact it was so nice, even these wild horses came.

Parents, this is the way to have your kids marry. No expensive hotel space to rent, catered meals, or troop of musicians for hire, absolutely no costs whatever. Well, hardly. Planned potluck food. Outdoors in a beautiful setting. I love it. Not the road getting there particularly, but once arrived, it was terrific.

Old friends, some good food, Prosecco and Tangerine Wine (made by yours truly) swimming, kayaking in Waipio river which empties into the sea here, surfing even. None of which athletic things I did. I sat and ate and talked and enjoyed the view though.

The Family of the Bride, were visiting from Canada. There was actually a wedding as well. We convinced him to put a shirt on first.

Their friends played some enchanting music,

and Bob joined in on pipe and harmonica.

Unfortunately, I must have been too busy eating to get any pictures of the food. Fresh caught grilled fish, bbq'd beef, wonderful salads, two delicious cakes (none of your commercial wedding cake here) and other stuff, which I'm forgetting at this remove in time.

Leaf of Life

2009-06-02T16:10:00.000-07:00

This is not it

Today I discovered some information about two more of the "weeds" in my garden. One I think I can leave in the weed category and not have any angst about ripping it out. Pictured above, it is known variously as Wild Tobacco, and Woolly Nightshade, officially as Solanum mauritianum.

It is poisonous, and handling the plants can apparently cause irritation and nausea. I didn't notice any, but after I read that, I immediately washed my hands.

On the other side of the spectrum of good and evil, there is the "Leaf of Life", (Kalanchoe pinnata) also known as air plant, miracle leaf, goethe and the katakataka plant.

This little baby, which heretofore I'd pretty much barely tolerated, has all sorts of wonderful, healthful applications. Also, though admittedly rather decorative, it has the ability to propagate itself from each and every dropped leaf. But now I'll be looking at my air plants differently. To give you an idea of the extent of its use, from an interesting site on Tropical herbs.

TRIBAL AND HERBAL MEDICINE USES

Kalanchoe is somewhat of a panacea to the indigenous peoples of the Amazon; they employ it for many different purposes. The Creoles use the lightly roasted leaves for cancer and inflammations, and a leaf infusion is a popular remedy for fevers. The Palikur mix the leaf juice with coconut oil or andiroba oil and then rub it on the forehead for migraines and headaches. To the Siona indigenous peoples, kalanchoe is known as 'boil medicine' and they heat the leaves and apply them topically to boils and skin ulcers. Along the Rio Pastaza in Ecuador, natives use a leaf infusion for broken bones and internal bruises. In Peru, indigenous tribes mix the leaf with aguardiente (sugar cane rum) and apply the mixture to the temples for headaches; they soak the leaves and stems overnight in cold water and then drink it for heartburn, urethritis, and fevers. The root is also prepared as an infusion and used for epilepsy. Other tribes in the Amazon squeeze the juice from fresh leaves and mix it with mother's milk for earaches.

Throughout South America kalanchoe has had a long history of use. It is commonly called the 'miracle leaf' and 'life leaf' for its remarkable healing properties. In Brazil the plant is considered a sedative, wound-healer, diuretic, anti-inflammatory and cough suppressant. It is used for all sorts of respiratory conditions-from asthma and coughs to bronchitis. It is also employed for kidney stones, gastric ulcers, skin disorders and edema of the legs. Externally a leaf infusion or the leaf juice is used for headaches, toothaches, earaches, eye infections, wounds, ulcers, boils, burns and insect bites. In Peru the plant is employed for the same uses. In Mexico and Nicaragua kalanchoe is used for similar purposes and also to promote menstruation and assist in childbirth.

God has given us such an amazing world. So much to learn, absorb, use. I've started a collection of pages with pictures and information on what is growing around here. We have a veritable pharmacy right at hand.

Garbage In Garbage Out

2009-05-11T19:33:00.000-07:00

My granddaughter offered me the choice of one of her TicTacs or a stick of gum. Neither one was at all tempting. Usually the only time I'll have some gum is if my ears are popping on an airplane. Sodas don't tempt me either. All that sugar (or sugar substitute) and misc. ingredients are very off-putting for some reason.

I found this article, leapfrogging from Organically cooked, as we habitually do on the web, and thought it worth posting the main points here too, as it reinforces what I've been mulling over, and talking about for some time. You may think it freaky that I'd eat some mushrooms growing wild outdoors, but shopping in your local supermarket can prove more dangerous to your health.

From the article reviewing Michael Pollan's lecture: 7 Rules for Eating

Choose Food Over Food-Like Substances,

By Daniel J. DeNoon
WebMD Health News

Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD

March 23, 2009 -- Food author Michael Pollan in a lecture given last week to an overflow crowd of CDC (Centers for Disease Control and Prevention) scientists.

As part of an effort to bring new ideas to the national debate on food issues, the CDC invited Pollan -- a harsh critic of U.S. food policies -- to address CDC researchers and to meet with leaders of the federal agency.

"The French paradox is that they have better heart health than we do despite being a cheese-eating, wine-swilling, fois-gras-gobbling people," Pollan said. "The American paradox is we are a people who worry unreasonably about dietary health yet have the worst diet in the world."

In various parts of the world, Pollan noted, necessity has forced human beings to adapt to all kinds of diets.

"The Masai subsist on cattle blood and meat and milk and little else. Native Americans subsist on beans and maize. And the Inuit in Greenland subsist on whale blubber and a little bit of lichen," he said. "The irony is, the one diet we have invented for ourselves -- the Western diet -- is the one that makes us sick."

Snowballing rates of obesity, diabetes, and heart disease in the U.S. can be traced to our unhealthy diet. So how do we change?

7 Words & 7 Rules for Eating

Pollan says everything he's learned about food and health can be summed up in seven words: "Eat food, not too much, mostly plants."

Probably the first two words are most important. "Eat food" means to eat real food -- vegetables, fruits, whole grains, and, yes, fish and meat -- and to avoid what Pollan calls "edible food-like substances."

Here's how:

Don't eat anything your great grandmother wouldn't recognize as food. "When you pick up that box of portable yogurt tubes, or eat something with 15 ingredients you can't pronounce, ask yourself, "What are those things doing there?" Pollan says.
Don’t eat anything with more than five ingredients, or ingredients you can't pronounce.
Stay out of the middle of the supermarket; shop on the perimeter of the store. Real food tends to be on the outer edge of the store near the loading docks, where it can be replaced with fresh foods when it goes bad.
Don't eat anything that won't eventually rot. "There are exceptions -- honey -- but as a rule, things like Twinkies that never go bad aren't food," Pollan says.
It is not just what you eat but how you eat. "Always leave the table a little hungry," Pollan says. "Many cultures have rules that you stop eating before you are full. In Japan, they say eat until you are four-fifths full. Islamic culture has a similar rule, and in German culture they say, 'Tie off the sack before it's full.'"
Families traditionally ate together, around a table and not a TV, at regular meal times. It's a good tradition. Enjoy meals with the people you love. "Remember when eating between meals felt wrong?" Pollan asks.
Don't buy food where you buy your gasoline. In the U.S., 20% of food is eaten in the car.

He's even done a Manifesto. Altogether, I found his ideas helpful, also echoing what Michael Ruhlman has to say about the food industry and our cooking/ eating habits, joined by some other well-known chefs, food writers in this debate.

There is a spiritual parallel here. What the world serves up as true and right, depending on the cultural norms of the time and place, the politically correct thing to believe, ain't necessarily so. We are blessed to have our Creator's Word on the subject of truth, the Operating Manual as it were, for life. Just as we want to get our water filtered and pure, before we drink it down, there's for sure a lot of garbage that needs sorting out of what goes into our belief systems.

Another good parallel is the time issue. We don't have time to shake a few ingredients together in a bottle for our own salad dressing, but we can find the time to comment endlessly on blogs, or... We don't have time to spend meditating on Scripture and in prayer but... what are our priorities supposed to be anyway?

I Didn't Die

2009-05-09T18:00:00.000-07:00

I thought I was being the original foraging, frugal gourmet, when someone I trusted identified my find as Almond Portobellos, or Agaricus subrufescens. He thought he detected the signature almond scent. I didn't but thought it must just be very faint. Oh goodie! Reassured with a quick glance at a reference book, I immediately sauteed them up with herbs, a few leftover veggies, and butter, topped some pasta with it, and voila, lunch. They were quite good, though no almond taste either, I thought, while reading further in my Mushrooms of Hawaii book. Funny, they also didn't meet a few other criteria. No annulus near the apex, no yellow bruising on lower half of the stalk when touched. Oh Boy. Dum de dum dum...

No, I didn't die. Or get sick, force myself to throw them up, or even have indigestion later.

Further reading in the mushroom identification guide leads me to believe what I ate was Agrocybe procera. They seem to have all the qualifications. I'm presently doing a spore print, which should help. Thing is, the book says, Edibility: unknown. Maybe I'm contributing to mycology here. Using myself as a guinea pig. I don't recommend this technique.

If anyone else wants to contribute their professional or amateur gourmet opinion, feel free. Another quote from the book which sort of worries me: "Although we are unable to identify this species with certainty, it is very similar to Agrocybe procera, described from Chile."

They were growing in wood chips compost, by the way.

Also, the gills turn brown with more maturity. I wonder, should I eat the ones I picked this morning?

Monday afternoon update: I visited the charming Dr. Don Hemmes, Mycologist and co-author of the above referenced mushroom identification guide, at the University this morning, with my spore print and some sample mushrooms. He confirmed their tentative species as the Agrocybe procera, and had a good story of the only (aside from me) other eating experience he'd heard of. He was called to the emergency room at Hilo Hospital to examine some mushrooms the parents of a 5 yr. old child brought in with the the little girl, who had apparently ingested a large quantity of them. When they were asked about why she did this, her two older brothers were observed to be sheepishly studying the floor. They had given her some story as to why she should eat those magic mushrooms. Well, she didn't turn into a fairy, or get sick either. I didn't even have the excuse of thinking they were magical. Just edible.

A Lovely Bunch of Coconuts

2009-05-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

Coconuts are one of the fruits (nuts?) of the garden I don't do anything with. Bob used to open them for me, then I'd grate the meat and make coconut cream or use the toasted shreds in my homemade granola. No more. I'd like to, coconut milk or cream is also wonderful in curries, but there's only so much time and energy available. Thus, an alternative is necessary. Some nice Tongans came over and dealt with the lovely bunches of coconuts. Three trees full. We don't want those heavy suckers falling on someone's head. The Tongan gentleman took home some of the green ones, told me he feeds them to his chickens.

He made it look so easy. Walking up that tree, then whack, whack, whack. Part of the cost of living in Hawaii.

It's Not Luck

2009-04-28T13:54:00.000-07:00

We've all noticed the current trend for young people to marry later and later, deferring the day until various conditions are met. Education completed, career established, the field played sufficiently, etc. , as Mark Regnerus, author and sociology professor, noted recently in his Washington Post Article,

Convinced that there actually is a recipe for guaranteed marital success that goes something like this: Add a postgraduate education to a college degree, toss in a visible amount of career success and a healthy helping of wealth, let simmer in a pan of sexual variety for several years, allow to cool and settle, then serve. Presto: a marriage with math on its side.
Too bad real life isn't like that. Marriage actually works best as a formative institution, not an institution you enter once you think you're fully formed. We learn marriage, just as we learn language, and to the teachable, some lessons just come easier earlier in life. "Cursed be the social wants that sin against the strength of youth," added Tennyson to his lines about springtime and love.

I realize that marrying early means that you engage in a shorter search. In the age of online dating personality algorithms and matches, Americans have become well acquainted with the cultural (and commercial) notion that melding marriage with science will somehow assure a good fit. But what really matters for making marriage happen and then making it good are not matches, but mentalities: such things as persistent and honest communication, conflict-resolution skills, the ability to handle the cyclical nature of so much of marriage, and a bedrock commitment to the very unity of the thing. I've met 18-year-olds who can handle it and 45-year-olds who can't.

Today, there's an even more compelling argument against delayed marriage: the economic benefits of pooling resources. My wife and I married at 22 with nothing to our name but a pair of degrees and some dreams. We enjoy recounting those days of austerity, and we're still fiscal conservatives because of it, better poised to weather the current crisis than many, because marriage is an unbelievably efficient arrangement and the best wealth-creating institution there is. Married people earn more, save more and build more wealth compared with people who are single or cohabiting. (Say what you will about the benefits of cohabitation, it's a categorically less stable arrangement, far more prone to division than marriage.) We can combine incomes while reducing expenses such as food, child care, electricity, gas and water usage. Marriage may be bourgeois, but it's also the greenest of all social structures. Michigan State ecologists estimate that the extra households created by divorce cost the nation 73 billion kilowatt hours of electricity and more than 600 billion gallons of water in a year. That's a mighty big carbon footprint created in the name of solitude. Marriage may not make you rich -- that's not its purpose -- but a biblical proverb reveals this nifty side effect: "Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work."

So while many young Americans mark their days in the usual ways -- by hitting the clubs, incessantly checking Facebook, Twittering their latest love interest and obsessing about their poor job prospects or how to get into graduate school -- my applause goes out to those among them who've figured out that the proverb was right. One of those is Jennifer, a 23-year-old former student of mine. She's getting married this fall. It wasn't religion that made her do it. It wasn't fear of being alone. It was simply affection. She met Jake while still in college and decided that there was no point in barhopping through her 20s. Her friends balked. She stood firm. Now they're bridesmaids.

There is, unfortunately, quite a bit of negativity attached to an earlier marriage. Young people face both parental and peer pressure discouraging the idea, while extolling the supposed benefits of waiting. But, it seems the studies and surveys are once again confirming the wisdom of Scripture. The older we get, the more set in mind, opinions and our own ways of doing things. Compromise may prove more difficult. Getting started together at a younger age, working in tandem, and with the energy of youth, can help achieve that goal of unity. It takes commitment of course, and the decision to love. No luck involved here.

Good Griefs and Greetings

2009-04-11T14:49:00.000-07:00

He Has Risen!

It's the Greek Easter greeting (in Greek of course). I'm supposed to be cleaning my house, but instead, guess what's being done? This. Meanwhile the windows are dirty and the mini-blinds are dusty. Though, I discovered today the origins of "Spring Cleaning" - likely not news to anyone else. It's the Jewish tradition of getting rid of all the chametz in the weeks before Passover. Anything with a possibility of yeast, mold, dust, dirt, etc. etc. All of which are symbolic of the yuck in our spiritual lives - sin in other words. That word no one wants to use anymore.

On another note - get ready for a rant. Observe this packaging. A lovely graphic, the product sounds good, apricot scented deodorant, pure, natural and organic. For sensitive skin. But go ahead, try to get it open. My sensitive skin is turning red. Do they try extra hard thinking up ways to make things difficult for consumers? Just for a laugh? This is similar to the "child-proof" aspirin bottles. Have you ever tried, in the grip of a raging headache, to get the top off one? Or pity the poor arthritis sufferer, with pain in her hands? Hey, and I've yet to meet the child who couldn't get those tops off in nothing flat.

The directions are there, if you can read them. They can be barely made out, tilting it at an angle, standing in good light. It's clear on clear, for easy reading. Then try to do what it says: "to remove dome twist up product." Right, if it only would. Twist, move, get off! I'm going to need my grandson for this. As a PS - I did try twisting from the bottom (at first I was afraid that would just smash deodorant up against the lid dome) so yes, success at last. It wasn't the obvious, and it wasn't clear. Clear directions don't necessarily clarify.

Here's another pet peeve - those labels in shirts made of unfortunate, synthetic, hyper-itchy materials, designed by their manufacturers to torment consumers. On purpose. You can buy a good brand of clothing, soft natural materials in the article, then they double stitch the label in, made totally out of skin irritants. On the right you see what needs to be done - rip, cut or tear them off. I've made holes in the back of a few nice tops, due to impatience. You need a decent seam-ripper. Okay, I'd better get back to getting rid of the chametz so we don't gross everyone out tomorrow with a dirty house.

Credit Where Due Please

2009-04-07T12:14:00.000-07:00

We're all pretty much sticklers for giving credit where due, to ourselves and (hopefully) to others as well. Look closely here and you'll see I've got my name on these items I've made (labels can be fun). Bits of conversation, poems, even a few obscure lines, have got to be quoted, with author's name given a proper mention. Movies have long credit rolls for all the creative work; we know artists by their particular style. We don't somehow believe that a Ford evolved into a Ferrari all by itself. There were people involved, hard at work, using their creative gifts. And, they want credit.

Yet, wonder on wonder, we can look out of our own complicated eyeballs, and presume to think that they, as well as the rest of our very complex created world, evolved by random mutations and "natural selection." I was, to give credit, reading this morning from a little daily devotional put out by the Institute for Creation Research.

If an automobile presupposes an automaker, and a clock implies a clockmaker, surely the infinitely more intricate and complex eyes and ears of living creatures require an eye-maker and an ear-maker! "The hearing ear, and the seeing eye, the LORD hath made even both of them" (Proverbs 20:12).
The most basic of all scientific laws--the law of cause and effect (no effect greater than its cause)--becomes utmost nonsense if the cosmos is the product of chaos and the universe evolved by chance. "The fool hath said in his heart, There is no God" (Psalm 14:1).
Every creature, from the single-celled amoebae to the amazing human body, bears the impress of intricate planning and construction. The notion that such complex structures could evolve by random mutations and natural selection is simply a measure of the audacity of human rebellion and the absurdity of humanistic reasoning. Such things never happen in the real world, and there is no real scientific evidence whatever for "vertical" evolution from one kind to a higher kind. The only genuine evidence for evolution is the fact that the leaders of intellectualism believe it, and the only reason they believe it is their frantic desire to escape God.

In fact, there is much better scientific rationale, from the very same evidence, for belief in a Creator God. If you are interested, there is another good site for information and further research here .

Bird Brains

2009-04-03T11:31:00.000-07:00

The birds have moved on. Another phase in their life cycles. Or, for some, an end. This nest was on the ground; blown down by the wind. Who knows how long it was empty; at any rate, very symbolic for us humans. However, the birds build it for one purpose only. To hold eggs. They don't need a place to sit, watch TV, exercise, eat meals, work on a hobby, etc. It's just for the kids. You might say they have small brains, one track minds. But, at least they do what they were created to do.

That's what I ask myself from time to time. Am I doing all I was meant to do? Writing too many food posts may be causing all this introspection. Though, introspecting can be good for us, in moderation.

Blogaversary Party

2009-03-27T20:22:00.000-07:00

Macarons in honor of the day

Happy Blogaversary to me, happy blogaversary to me, blah, blah, blah. From me to me. One hundred five posts later, one whole year today, of ranting, raving, recipes and misc. other stuff for all the world to see . Ha. All two of you. Or, anyone else who doesn't comment.

A couple of the famous macarons from food bloggerland here. I have to say, if it wasn't for the fabulous internet, and blogging, reading posts from all you foodies out there, I'd have no clue what a macaron was, much less have tried to make one, not to mention duck confit, or heard of matcha, black garlic, finger limes, ganache, beignets, etc. etc. What a world! What a year! It's certainly had its ups and downs.

Kealani, my granddaughter, and I have had a great time learning more cooking techniques and trying out new recipes. Here we are making matcha shortbread cookies for St. Patrick's Day and, bottom right, yesterday's macarons (which should really have bigger feet). The only difference in the macarons from your normal, we added powdered vanilla essence and used lemon curd for one of our fillings. The other filling was a simple bittersweet chocolate ganache.

And, my deep thought this morning was, we don't always have the option of changing or getting out of a particular situation, but it is possible to change our attitude, regardless of who or what or where we're stuck with. We can not only change, but grow and improve. Yes, in all areas. My regret is that I took so long to figure it out, and years of pity parties later, it's good to celebrate.

It's Not a Tulip Garden

2009-03-23T16:29:00.000-07:00

I love my tulips. Somehow just couldn't resist. Actually I was being impatient in the supermarket line, stepped away from my cart and spotted these lovelies calling out to me. A good distraction and better than tabloid headlines, from my bad attitude.

I was journaling yesterday about unrighteous attitudes, and how we can think our reasons for them are justifiable. Attitudes being the thoughts and intents of the heart. Later, I'm often not even able to remember what those so-called reasons were, but unfortunately, the sad consequences of our poor disposition may follow after us into the future, despite whatever we do to change and correct it.

It brings to mind David's wife, Michal. From her point of view many factors would have justified her contempt and the harsh words spoken to her husband. She had loved him and helped him to escape the wrath of Saul, her father. He on the other hand, seems to have forgotten her, had married at least five other women, at the point years later - after she had been given by her father to another, and is now in an apparently happy marriage to a man devoted to her - when David brings her back for political, and or prideful reasons. She is also without children, a pitiful position in that culture. Is her bad attitude therefore okay?

After sympathizing with Michal, we might attempt to see things from God's perspective. Though, of course, we can't understand it all, we do know He is more interested in our heart attitudes than our temporary happiness. David was her rightful husband, whatever right or wrong decisions he may have later made with regard to other wives. Any children she might have borne could have been said to be of the line of Saul, and a possible cause of future contention or claim to the throne of Solomon, God's choice. Was Michal grateful for the good things she did have?

We are always in control of how we think and act, irregardless of circumstances and other people. I guess it's a cliche to say life is what we make of it, but still... Is life ever fair, ever without trial, ever a tulip garden all of the time?

Big Church, Small Groups

2009-03-12T14:50:00.000-07:00

I like these sheep. Their shepherd is in sight here, looking out for them.

I have been mulling over the concept of "Small Groups", especially in the context of a large church. To quote from a recent Sunday bulletin:

A small group is a "community" of people connected to each other through a ministry, such as, care groups, hula, prayer, men's and women's, etc. "

They are a subject of conferences and workshops in the Christian world. There is intense focus on getting them to work successfully for the health of a Church. They cannot be looked at as nice adjuncts to the Body, but are vitally important, especially for new believers and Christians without family who are born again. We all need a working support network, and that support goes both ways. The Church needs its helpers. We are failing when we depend upon paid staff for the majority of ministry work.

The church I am a part of is not presently functioning in this area to full capacity. What I mean is, some of the small groups may be working as intended, but not all of them. Significant numbers of the congregation are falling through the cracks - sheep wandering around if you will. I know the feeling personally, having so far volunteered or attempted to be part of, two different ministries, only to discover they either don't meet at all or fail to pull in their volunteers for service. Not even a call back after signing up. I'm sure I need to try, try again. But, then, I am a mature Christian. I have saved family and friends. The worry here is for those who don't, and may give up after one or two attempts.

In the past, when people would tell me they felt lost in a large church, I would assure them, "Just plug into one of the ministry groups and you'll feel differently." That was the situation when we were attending several years ago. Then we left to help with a church plant, and returned last August. New people in leadership positions have different ways of doing things - change happens - and I can no longer give anyone that old assurance of just plugging into a small group. Try joining maybe three or four or more until you find one that works, would be the new recommendation.

This has caused me to prayerfully consider the whole process, how it works in a church, who is the responsible party or parties, what is my role, and how I might be a help in the situation. Dare I say though, the buck has to stop with leadership, in each individual ministry, and in those overseeing. It is a leaders' responsibility to see that individuals are the priority, and not just particular goals, or numbers, performances or product - to realize that what God sees as most important are His people. There are resources out there for leaders. Still, overall, the Senior Pastor is responsible for how the whole Church system is working to achieve community and discipleship - individual, personal relationships with God and the family of believers, and their growth as mature Christians.

A "small group" or ministry should actually meet together occasionally, pray together, even eat together once in awhile. "Brainstorming" is good, talking over goals and ideas. Practicing a skill or learning new ones, if applicable. Is this too much to ask? I believe God wants to use us all in this Body of Christ, to which we are joined as family, and that he gives gifts useful to the functioning of the whole. The Pastor, as a good shepherd of his flock, locates the best spots for his sheep. He sees that they are not only fed, but can grow to maturity.

Still Waiting

2009-02-26T18:44:00.000-08:00

Mangosteen Tree

This is a Mangosteen tree we planted quite a few years ago, probably over 15. We are still waiting for some fruit. Hopeing. Any year now I'm expecting to see a bloom or two, harbingers of upcoming little mangosteens. Sometimes in our spiritual lives we seem to have a long wait for certain fruits or usefullness. But, we have to know that "He who began a good work in us will complete it."

My daily readings in Scripture have taken me to the controversial section in Ezekiel describing the yet-to-be built temple. Reading about all the gates and guard alcoves, which face inward, it occurred to me that trouble, in both families and governments, often comes from within. This may account for the use of the Greek word "naos", meaning a spiritual temple of God's people, rather than "hieron", a physical building of wood and stone, in 2 Thessalonians 2:4, where the "man of lawlessness" sets himself up. So, we might assume that the Antichrist will come out of the church, accompanied by signs and miracles. Aside from this point, I found my questions about animal sacrifices being reestablished and what the temple would look like were nicely and quite accurately answered from the book by Paul Jablonowski at his website. For the final answers, we'll just have to wait, though he seems to feel we're right at the end of this age.

Back to the subject of waiting on the Lord, (I'm still meditating on that) and thinking about Moses again. He was in a sort of semi-retirement (like me) his sons likely grown and doing a lot of the work he had once done. Was he now so used to the peace and quiet of country life, far from successful military campaigns, or the intrigue, rumors and energy of city living, of the royal court in Egypt, that he had even forgotten that vision of delivering his people? Perhaps, settled and comfortable, he also enjoyed the solitude and simple routines.

God needed to use a burning bush to get his attention. And, once he had it, to use miracles and a lot of convincing to get him going. Those of us who don't have a problem saying "no" may be so caught up in doing the comfortable routines, that we miss or avoid God's call. On the other hand, the opposite error is in being so busy, caught up in all kinds of volunteer work, groups, and clubs - often for that feeling of being needed -that real needs, priorities, assignments may go unheard or put aside for lack of time.

Duh of the Day

2009-02-21T10:59:00.000-08:00

Just read the big "news" that Washington doesn't seem to be suffering any downturn economically. The town is just humming along. Who would have guessed? Duh, double-time. A Democrat president, multiplying bureaucracy, job security, who could ask for anything more?

The Ark Goes On

2009-02-19T11:11:00.000-08:00

My granddaughter sent me an email about Johan's ark. I don't know why I hadn't paid any attention before, as I'm sure I must have read or heard something about it. Anyway, his project is a terrific testament to one man's faith and an excellent witness for the rest of the world. I'm doing a bit of research on how it's currently going and will report here. I have so far read that it is half the size, 1/5 the size, 1/14th the size of the original Biblical ark, so went to the official web site and am able to say, officially, that the ark is half the length of the original and one third the width.

The builder, Johan Huibers, is now working on the construction of a full size replica, which will travel the world. The smaller ark will continue to receive visitors in the various ports of Holland.

This would be a wonderful vacation destination. I want to go.

Waiting for Fruit

2009-02-10T12:46:00.000-08:00

Mammee apple

There's waiting, and then there's waiting past the point of being worthwhile. Last week I wrote a bit about "waiting on the Lord" and not jumping too quickly into "ministry," on my own steam, i.e. in the flesh.

Also, last week Kealani experienced eating a mammee apple that was over-ripe and which their family decided wasn't a fruit worth buying again. She reports it tasted bitter, mushy and sort of like sourdough starter? This week at the farmer's market the vendor demonstrated how to tell when the fruit is ripe and let them taste one. Needless to say, they were convinced enough to bring home a properly ripe mammee apple. We all tried it after Sunday dinner, and found it delicious, tasting like apricots. I'm saving the seed to plant.

I suppose the reasons for going beyond proper waiting in the spiritual realm can be comparable. Not knowing or recognizing the signs to proceed. If I encountered this fruit in the wild, I'd have no clue if it was edible, good or ripe. To me, it looks like an elephant turd. Or an old gourd. And, then, through inattention, laziness, fear or distraction the time to move ahead can pass us by. A favorite quote of mine from Shakespeare speaks of this:

"There is a tide in the affairs of men,
Which taken at the flood leads on to fortune;
Omitted, all the voyage of their life
Is bound in shallows and in miseries." Julius Caesar, Act IV, Scene III

A well-known and loved scripture on the subject:

"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven ..." Ecclesiastes 3:1

Not something I always think or remember to apply appropriately. All the ruts we get into are likely of our own making. The great blessing is God's grace and mercy, that he gives us fresh opportunities.

"for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, 'The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for him." Lamentations 3:22-24

There we go with the waiting again. If at first you don't succeed...

Waiters Wait

2009-02-03T12:15:00.000-08:00

Sunny took this lovely picture. The turtle is waiting....resting, and doesn't appear to be stressed out about getting supper together, cleaning up his (or her) shell, achieving a life goal, etc. etc. There's something to be said for that ability. Of course, some people have it to excess, but for those of us with the opposite leaning, we can ponder the tortoise.

God is the one who sends out, who calls, who gives assignments, opens doors of opportunity, shuts others, and I need to be content to wait on him. At one time in my life I had a ladies' Bible Study and we called ourselves "Ladies in Waiting," with that idea, of developing the quality of being a servant, listening for the assignment, or a waiter/waitress waiting; not coming up with whatever independently, and running with our own idea. Of course, the next step, that of doing what we're told, once we get the order - serving - can be the subject of another post. Though, it's a hard one in practice, being content to wait can be more difficult than doing something, anything.

For those interested, there are many scriptures on the subject. One of my favorites is Isaiah 40:31.

"But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."

Then, I always remind myself of Moses, out in the desert for 40 years, tending sheep, probably remembering his first 40 years as someone of importance in Egypt. He was most likely a serious contender to the throne, brought up to succeed Pharaoh. He was general of the Egyptian army, and successful in their conquest of Ethiopia, according to Josephus. Stephen also refers to him as "mighty in words and in deeds." Acts 7:22 He was known to the people as a royal personage, a military leader of distinction, recognized; then exiled, lost in obscurity and not doing anything great, or even close to it. He must have wondered if God had a purpose for him at all, or if he was forgotten or rejected by God. Certainly we know he developed humility, keeping faithful in the small things of his life. He was not thinking of glory any longer.

I think my conclusion is just to keep faithful while waiting, in the everyday, the mundane, small necessary things of life - and that is the key to moving on in what God has for me. (Matthew 25:23)Tending the sheep, busy at home (Titus 2:5), working to provide for ourselves and our families (1 Thessalonians 4:11, 2 Thessalonians 3:6-11) - so we can see the concept doesn't promote laziness. Hopefully, in the process I'll get more humility too.

There is Light

2009-01-31T10:52:00.000-08:00

Smiling Pita

This pita should maybe go on ebay for big bucks. My daughter bakes bread, crackers, sometimes pita, for the Farmer's Market. Right now, her oven is behaving erratically and she is experiencing some terrific back pain. Please pray for Sunny.

This imperfect life is meant to cause us to seek our perfect Creator God;
the loss or unfaithfulness we experience, to trust his enduring love;
the ugliness we encounter, to desire his beauty.
When we are faced with lies, it makes us see how precious his truth is;
in hopelessness, he is our hope and salvation.
In a time of terrorism, he holds a perfect peace that passes understanding.
In a world marred by the effects of sin, we need our Creator's correcting, healing hand.
There will be an end to evil; all the prophecies will be fulfilled.

"Whatever I say will be fulfilled, declares the Sovereign Lord." Ezekiel 12:28b

Enduring Love

2009-01-20T12:55:00.000-08:00

She's the surrogate hen - gathering them under her wings

Kealani enjoys cuddling their new Silkie chicks. It reminded me of the scripture where Jesus, speaking of Israel (and us, by extension - Romans 9:24) says:

"how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing." Matthew23:37

There are so many scriptures that encourage us about the love of God. Psalm 136, for example, repeats the phrase "His love endures forever" after every one of its 26 verses. We must need to hear it a lot. And, if we're going through grief, these are good:

"I call on you, O God, for you will answer me." Psalm 17:6
"Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love.
For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to the children of men." Lamentations 3:32-33

On top of all that, God enjoys those cute chickens as much as we do. After all, he created them - they're not some inbred hybrid, but an ancient line remarked upon by Marco Polo when visiting China. And, the hens are known to be especially good mothers.

The Hanging Gardens of...

2009-01-17T11:58:00.000-08:00

Where are the hanging gardens??

I've been reading through Jeremiah and was struck by all the predictions regarding the demise of Babylon, now Iraq, and parts of Iran. Much his prophecy has come to pass, though there is yet a further devastation to come. We can count on it. Anyone who says otherwise is ignoring the evidence of their eyes, not to mention the Word of God. We get to see that wasteland frequently on TV. And, looking at shots of the country on nightly news, many of us are amazed anyone would live there.

Babylonia is indeed a desolated land today. It was not always, apparently. The city of Babylon was once known as the city beside many waters, famous for its hanging gardens.

"The Lord will carry out his purpose, his decree against the people of Babylon. You who live by many waters and are rich in treasures, your end has come, the time for you to be cut off." Jeremiah 51:13 "She will be the least of the nations - a wilderness, a dry land, a desert." Jeremiah 50:12- and many similar verses.

God's Word is true, all the time. But, what can I learn from this? What is the personal application here? For one thing, it is an encouragement to us all, that yes, the evil in the world will be righteously judged, and come to an end. I can trust what the Scriptures tell me. And, when it says,

"Flee from Babylon! Run for your lives! Do not be destroyed because of her sins."
Jeremiah 51:6a

I can take that to mean, in my own life, don't be tempted to blend in, adapt the standards, goals and criteria of the world. Don't be afraid to be different.

Fungal Fascination

2009-01-06T13:11:00.000-08:00

Mushrooms are amazing. Actually, their Creator is the truly awesome and amazing One who designed our ecosystem, incorporating such a diversity of insect and fungal life, with everything in balance to protect and preserve life on planet earth. Scientists are today only scratching the surface of understanding how it all works. Insect kinds have been estimated at between 4 to 6 million species and fungi somewhere between 1 and 2 million (many of which are actually DNA variations of fewer kinds).

Sometimes I take pictures of mushrooms in our gardens, and attempt to find them in my identification guide, Mushrooms of Hawaii. At present, we're working on a small shitake cultivation. I've also been dipping into a fascinating book, with the mythical title, Mycelium Running, How Mushrooms Can Help Save the World, by Paul Stamets. He reports that various types of fungi, acting as filters, are able to remediate toxins in the soil and environment, to accumulate them for removal, or to indicate where toxic metals exist. Sort of biological bottom feeders of the earth. They can and are being used intentionally to convert waste sites.

This one was growing underneath the tangerine tree at our office - a large, strangely sponge-like fungi. Bob took a few photos. At home, and based on his emailed picture, I was looking for it in the mushroom book, trying to identify the species. I phoned and asked my granddaughter to go out to take some measurements (she's at the office today). Kealani just called back to inform me that it is the fruit-picker sponge. Yes folks, it must have fallen out whilst someone (Bob) was picking tangerines. Just goes to show you - the instructions to examine also gills, stem, & etc. as well as the cap, have a point. More than face value is involved. Is there a parable in this?

Oh, Boy, Snow!

2008-12-30T11:34:00.000-08:00

Mauna Loa snow

Well, isn't this festive? The nice thing is that it's up there and I'm down here. A choice is involved. Do I go up to the snow or not. Don't call me, I'll call you. Can you tell my choice is usually NOT to. There was a lot of snow on Mauna Kea, but the roads were closed, so grandpa took the nephew and grandkids to Mauna Loa instead. There, they had fun getting cold, wet and pumped throwing snowballs at each other and down their clothes. Uuueee!

Apparently, they weren't alone, there was a long line of cars and trucks going up and bringing snow back home, just for the heck of it. That's what we do in Hawaii.

Things Not Clear

2008-12-26T13:07:00.000-08:00

It's not always clear

Some mornings, reading my scriptures for the day, I get a real revelation, sometimes an encouragement or correction and some days, like today, a great big WHY?? Usually, well, at least a good percent of the time, I'll hear a teaching that explains the question, or the Lord will show me in another bit of his word, on another day, the meaning. Of course, if I'm not lazy, and dig in and search other scriptures out, it helps. So, I'm probably going to get an answer, at some point in time to this one:

"I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the LORD. They will be my people, and I will be their God, for they will return to me with all their heart." Jeremiah 24:7

The prophet had just been railing at the people for not obeying God, most of the previous 23 chapters. Why are there evil people if they could just be given a heart to know God in the first place? I know it is by grace we are saved, and not by anything we do ... still, if they are "the objects of his wrath - prepared for destruction..." Romans 9:22 Why castigate them?

Some things won't ever be very clear until we meet the Lord in the end, even though there are plenty of people who think they have it all figured out.

"Now we see but a poor reflection as in a glass; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known." 1 Corinthians 13:12

Our weather, here in Hawaii is pretty unpredictable as well. I used to tell people, "we've never had a rainy Christmas that I can remember. It's usually clear and sunny." Well, it must be all that global warming causing the strange cold weather patterns on the mainland and the rain here the past few days.

Kids don't care about a little rain. In fact it represents an opportunity. I, on the other hand, am wearing a sweatshirt today and having hot tea and cookies while I blog. It's that cold. I remember talking to my daughter on the phone, during the first winter she was at college on the East coast, and telling her how cold it was here at home. That I had a sweater on or something and she told me, "Mom, you don't know what cold is!" Maybe not. But, do I want to?

No News Is...

2008-12-20T16:41:00.000-08:00

Poinsettias in the sun

This morning I was reflecting on the saying, "No news is good news" and how much of what we hear every day is so bad I don't want to read it, hear it, or watch it on TV or the internet anymore. And, the few media sources that actually report the truth about what's going on are, if anything, more depressing. Even for my own blog posts I seem to focus too often on negative stuff. I have heard that it's possible to make my home page show good news only. Maybe that will help? So, as you may have gathered, I was feeling a bit down and discouraged just thinking about this situation.

Then I read Psalm 145. Man, what an incredible change of focus, from the world as it is to the goodness and greatness of God. He is the real good news. I thought about posting the entire Psalm, but you should just go read it for yourselves. Wow, is all I can say. We have a choice as far as focus goes. Without God, how does anyone handle the bad stuff?

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things." Philippians 4:8

Idol of the Day

2008-12-16T18:04:00.000-08:00

Only a garden gnome

I think it adds a whimsical touch. An Ira Ono creation, without any sort of power. Basically a mask on a stick, it does illustrate the utter uselessness of appealing to anything other than God for help. We hear so many injunctions and rebukes, in the Old Testament particularly, regarding idol worship, that in our so very "scientific" age, are easy to disregard; by thinking "that was then" and doesn't apply now. More sermons are needed on the subject of what constitutes an idol in our time.

"Why have they provoked me to anger with their images, with their worthless foreign idols?"
Jeremiah 8:19b

Is the Lord still being provoked to anger by idols? There is a scripture which says greed is idolatry. In the old days, that idol would have been Mammon, or similar gods, worshiped to insure wealth. I remember visiting temples in Japan and noticing the emptiness of spirit; then strolling by pachinko parlors (in the US we have Las Vegas), filled with intent players and an overwhelming spirit of greed. The face of the false god and place of worship has changed. Today, as ever, adultery, fornication and pornography are the pursuit of sex before God - what the Israelites knew as Ashtoreth, goddess of the Sidonians (among others and by different names.)

There is so much focus in Scripture on the subject of idolatry that it must be just as important for us - that they all be uncovered in our time - recognized for what they are. Today our idols are more concealed, often shrouded with psychological double-talk and labels - Satan has a game plan for every culture and age. Actually it's also a form of self-deception, not grasping the degree to which God is put in a secondary position.

The god "science" can even claim temples on the high places. Not that scientific research or study is wrong. What is wrong is when it, or anything else, replaces God as final authority in our lives or where we turn for help.

God's Little Fruitcakes

2008-12-13T11:39:00.000-08:00

I didn't make one this year.

There is a recipe for fruitcake here (if you click on it), but I'm not making one. I'm convinced we're all God's little fruitcakes - the world just chock full of fruits and nuts. And, aren't we all special? Each one of us an individual mix; which is why he gave us his recipe for success (we're really stretching the metaphor here, I know - my idea of a Holiday inspired post.) I think it's the contrasts of flavor and texture in fruitcake we enjoy - or don't. Some people just make jokes about it.

Did you ever wonder why he put so many contrasts in Scripture? Why all the light versus dark, good and evil, the wise and the foolish, life and death, truth versus the lies of the enemy, the righteous as against the wicked? Then, of course, the final contrast of heaven and hell. Isn't life supposed to be, like full of gray areas? But, since God says otherwise, guess what? It's not. He put all those contrasts in, over and over, so that it would sink in. So that we would wake up and get the picture.

"He who is not with me is against me." Matthew 12:30

We have an enemy and a Savior. There is right and wrong. Reality is not subjective.

"Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve" Joshua 24:15

The world would have us mush out and gray down all those contrasts, even though God's word is really clear about black and white - because life is not a balance scale, held by some goddess of mercy, weighing out good deeds as against bad - it is by grace alone we are saved; by clinging to a merciful Savior.

"With your right hand you save me." Psalm 138:7c

Meanwhile the fruitcake left from last year just got tossed from its neglected place at the back of the refrigerator - taking up valuable space; which is why I didn't get around to making any this year. I enjoy fruitcake, but not enough to eat it all myself.

Denominational Dismemberment?

2008-12-04T12:59:00.000-08:00

Parade shots - kids supporting Operation Christmas Child

One of the things I appreciate about the Operation Christmas Child Project, aside from the wonderful work of compassion and evangelism, is the unity it promotes, between those churches participating. I love the feeling of the "Body of Christ" coming together. I believe it also makes Jesus happy.

On the other hand, I am definitely not "Foursquare". We saw a promotional video Sunday that emphasized a spirit of Christian denominational, self-serving, disunity. For some reason it makes me very uncomfortable to hear folks repeating over and over, between life testimonies, "I am Foursquare" or Nazarene or whatever, for that matter. It brought to mind what Paul had to say in an appeal for unity among the believers, and I think on this very subject:

"What I mean is this: One of you says, "I follow Paul"; another, "I follow Apollos"; another, "I follow Peter"; still another, "I follow Christ."Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Were you baptized into the name of Paul?"
1 Corinthians 1:12-13

Dismemberment seems to be happening more than ever in our own age, of Baptist, Missionary, Assembly of God, Lutheran, Episcopal, Foursquare, Nazarene, Calvinist, Reformed and etc.; we are this and you are that, nah, nah, nah. One can only wonder what Jesus thinks of all this grouping off; each sub-heading of Christianity thinking they have the best and most correct answer for the world.

As for me,

"... my soul rejoices in my God.
For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed me
in a robe of righteousness." Isaiah 61:10

And, here's another good one along these lines:

"You will be called by a new name that the mouth of the Lord will bestow." Isaiah 62:2b

That name happens to be "Christian," correct me if I am wrong.

"The disciples were called Christians first at Antioch." Acts 11:26:b

"However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name." 1 Peter 4:16

What, we might ask, is in a name? And, are we now ashamed to be called Christians? We need to pray for more unity among our brothers and sisters in Christ, and be proud to bear his name.

Still Thankful

2008-12-02T13:15:00.000-08:00

Meet Scott, a friend of ours from way back, now living too far away. He is still an inspiration to many for his fantastic attitude, in spite of immense challenges. He has been paraplegic since the age of 17. He loves the Lord and, I believe, would credit that faith for his ability to live so successfully.

Are you at all depressed? Just having a pity party? Going through some horrific times? I recommend watching this short video. Here's another guy who will lift your spirits.
We have lots to be thankful for. Especially if we know Jesus.

My confession by Ben Stein

2008-11-29T14:21:00.000-08:00

Remarks from CBS Sunday Morning (everyone should read!)
I thought this message was definitely worth a post.

The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary.

I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees.. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees.

It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu . If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away.

I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think people who believe in God are sick and tired of getting pushed around, period. I have no idea where the concept came from that America is an explicitly atheist country. I can't find it in the Constitution and I don't like it being shoved down my throat.

Or maybe I can put it another way: where did the idea come from that we should worship celebrities and we aren't allowed to worship God as we understand Him? I guess that's a sign that I'm getting old, too. But there are a lot of us who are wondering where these celebrities came from and where the America we k new went to.

My Best Regards, Honestly and respectfully,

Ben Stein

Little Houses of Horrors

2008-11-25T11:52:00.000-08:00

... into the depths of the sea

Thanksgiving, being a time to remember things we appreciate, I am so grateful for God's word - for the encouragement, correction, direction, glimpse of the future, but always the comfort that it is.

"Do not fear the reproach of men
or be terrified by their insults.
For the moth will eat them up like a garment;
the worm will devour them like wool.
...I, even I, am he who comforts you." Isaiah 51:7-8a & 12a

Family, on the other hand, can be a real house of horrors. I know I've had it easy, compared to some, still after the 7 page rant I got the other day from my sister, Barbara, who has managed to totally turn my parents against the rest of their family, feeding them an ongoing pack of lies and negative, fossilized, venomous reptile poop, day in and day out, it's difficult to know exactly how to handle the situation. What can you do? I just ask God for direction, one day at a time. The letter has been consigned to the burnable rubbish (some of us still do that out in the country) where it belongs. What a lot of anger, jealousy and resentment, hoarded up over the years, has been revealed. Whew! Sigh .... a part of me wants to answer every stupid remark and set her properly straight, but am restraining myself. Yes, I've done things in the past, not always the best or right even. But, let's all move on. Get over it.

All of this brought to mind the verse in Micah,

"You will again have compassion on us;
you will tread our sins underfoot
and hurl all our iniquities into the
depths of the sea." Micah 7:19

I just had to drive down to the cliffs and take a few shots of the ocean.

We're born into an earthly family and have no choice in the matter - that's one birth, the physical. Being born again gives us the pleasure and opportunity of an entirely new spiritual family, though again, no choice on who makes up membership (we do have a choice regarding who we hang out with). Spouse and children should, hopefully, be a part of this new family.

"For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife and they will become one flesh." Genesis 2:24

This leaving has also the sense of growing up and getting past poor upbringing and any bad training or habits. As Christians we are supposedly maturing, renewed and reborn, putting aside the past as new creations in Christ.

Jesus had a few surprising things to say regarding family, and I am definitely going to take those words to heart:

"Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?" Pointing to his disciples, he said, "Here are my mother and my brothers. For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother." Matthew 12:48-50

"Another disciple said to him, "Lord, first let me go and bury my father." But Jesus told him, "Follow me, and let the dead bury their own dead." Matthew 8:21-22

"And do not call anyone on earth 'father,' for you have one Father, and he is in heaven." Matthew 23:9

On the other hand, those who lie and refuse the truth were told:

"You belong to your father, the devil..." John 8:44

We shouldn't be too surprised about this division along spiritual lines, as he warned us of it.
And, this morning I was reading in Isaiah, something that directs me to keep my mouth (and pen) shut, with regard to answering her lies and accusations:

"He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth." Isaiah 53:7

Jesus is always a good example. On a positive note, I am thankful for the true family I have, both blood and spirit relations, those who are following Jesus, being understanding and forgiving; not always perfect, but working on it and growing.

A Two-Edged Sword

2008-11-20T13:48:00.000-08:00

Christmas cactus

No parable here really, it's just a pretty bloom in the garden. Those thorns are pretty sharp though.

I'm still on Psalm 119, such a fantastic meditation, and it keeps bringing me back to David's wonderful attitude toward God's Word, which has a lot to do with how he regards God himself, how big his God is, and how vital to his very life. If God is all powerful, loving, righteous and willing to intervene as we intercede with him in prayer - involved with his creation as a compassionate Creator - then he is more than able to ensure that we are still in full possession of his awesome word to us, just as David was, but with the added advantage of a finished written communication. It is just as accurate as he wants it to be, just as understandable as truth. He is not a God of confusion and gave us the Scriptures so that we might know the truth about him, his awesome promises, important warnings for our good, and the lessons of an accurate history.

"All your words are true; all your
righteous laws are eternal." Psalm 119:160

"All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness" 2 Timothy 3:16

"The teaching of the wise is a fountain of life,
turning a man from the snares of death." Proverbs 13:14

It is a matter of life and death - so ultimately important; how we regard God and his word are intertwined with our salvation, which is eternal life. God's word is powerful.

This is not to say that all of the compilers, translators or even the inspired writers were perfect, or even always righteous men; but God was able to use them to accomplish his own ends, and his purposes cannot be thwarted. Yes, God was in control of assembling the "canon" of Scripture - not men.

"So is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it." Isaiah 55:11

How big is your God?

Where is that Blue Bird?

2008-11-13T13:02:00.000-08:00

How elusive happiness is - so fleeting and ephemeral that it has been compared to a rare blue bird, The Blue Bird of happiness. When I was involved with Hilo Community Players, I wrote an adaptation of the old play for a Christmas production; but that is a digression we won't take at the moment. I'll just say that the main characters spent their whole time chasing after it.

We know it's not found in wealth. Jesus said, "how hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom," which gives us a clue that they're not all that happy here either. Nor, in power as Solomon, a powerful man in his day, and noted for being wise, had this to say:

"To the man who pleases him, God gives wisdom, knowledge and happiness... " Ecclesiastes 2:26 And:

"I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil - this is the gift of God." Ecclesiastes 3:13

It looks as though pleasing God, doing good (not out of duty, but love) and working profitably might bring happiness. We also know from Scripture that "children are a reward from him." They can certainly be a joy. At least until they're teenagers. Love is a joy and source of happiness, that may not last either, since it is a choice, that often doesn't get made. So, we can go our whole lives chasing after happiness, looking everywhere - as in the play - but it might still elude us in the end, no matter what we do. The seeking factor was built in, what's been called a God-sized hole in our psyches. We were designed to seek after him. Searching for happiness is putting the cart before the horse.

"When you seek me with all your heart, I will be found by you." Jeremiah 29:13

"In your presence is fullness of joy." Psalm 16:11

There we have it; I think we've located the Blue Bird.

beauty for ashes

2008-11-11T14:11:00.000-08:00

Wake up and smell the orchids!

It is so easy to get discouraged at the prevalence and strength of untruth and evil in our world. It takes my mind away from the real power and almighty omnipresence of God - who is more than able to overcome, and whose will and purpose will be accomplished on earth. He has given us his word. And, when we need reminding, all we need do is look around at the beauty of his creation, like this bloom erupting out of my jungle garden. When you bend down to admire her, you can also inhale the perfume.

A Beautiful Promise

"The song of the ruthless is stilled.
On this mountain the Lord Almighty
will prepare a feast of rich food
for all peoples,
a banquet of aged wine -
the best of meats and the finest of wines.
On this mountain he will destroy
the shroud that enfolds all peoples,
the sheet that covers all nations;
he will swallow up death forever.
The Sovereign Lord will wipe away
the tears from all faces." Isaiah 25:5c-8a

And, all those aborted babies and people murdered in secret will be revealed as,

"The earth will disclose the blood shed
upon her;
she will conceal her slain no longer." Isaiah 26:21b

Some day everyone will know the truth, whether or not they accept, agree with, or fall in line with it.

"for the earth will be full of the knowledge
of the Lord as the waters cover the sea." Isaiah 11:9b

I very recently did a post I called The Book of Miracles, discussing a current tendency to question, rather than really teach the Word of God. This can't be emphasized enough.
All those irreverent, so-called "Christian" teachers and professors at our "Christian" colleges and universities, who confuse and mislead their students will be judged more severely. They don't seem to comprehend the serious responsibility they have, and are in danger of the millstone hanging. Our God is as able to preserve and protect the whole of his Word to us, down through the years, as he is to communicate it to us in the first place. But, if you have difficulty believing in the power of God to create this universe as he said he did, without some millions of years' worth of trial and error, then you are worshiping a false and weak god, who would leave it to mankind to compile a "canon" of scripture; that by religious power-plays and politics, we ended up with what we call the Bible. This link is an example of the sort of teaching going on, in case you don't believe me.

Praise God, his Word is usually able to get me out of a funk, and all creation is a constant reminder to us of his beauty, power and majesty - good to remember with Thanksgiving coming up soon.

Gnarly Only Skin Deep

2008-11-08T15:52:00.000-08:00

Not as ugly as some years.

My lemon tree is pretty and the lemon flowers smell sweet. Plus which, the fruit is very juicy and good. However these little lemons get regularly discriminated against. They're just not your lovely and unblemished, perfect yellow specimens of lemonitude. If you can believe it, in past years the fruit was even gnarlier. We've been using a mineral boost for the soil, which is poor in Hawaii. Still they're not going to look good in any store; but, mighty fine anyway.

This tree is amazing, cranking out fruit pretty much year round, and lots of it.
On the other hand, the lemon tree across the road produces picture-perfect, very large lemons - with thick skins and less juice than mine. And, not anywhere near the quantity either.

Something to do with all those nice lemons - salt them.

Salted Lemons
Slice your lemons almost to the stem end in quarters.
Stuff each with about 1 tablespoon of rock salt and put in jar(s). Add enough salt to surround the lemons.
Minced chili peppers may be tossed in, perhaps some raw, sliced ginger.
4 lemons, juiced & the juice poured over all
Then put your jar in a sunny place for 3-4 weeks. (After a few days the level will come down and you may add a few more lemons.)
Let age for 6 months.

This is a nice condiment with curries, roasts, duck, etc. etc. and keeps indefinitely.

And, the parable is - of course - we shouldn't judge by the outward appearance alone, as many did in our recent election. Often the "news" isn't all that objective or fair either. In fact, I would say, most of the time; since "they" have their own agendas.

A Prayer for Obama

2008-11-06T12:05:00.000-08:00

Flowers represent hope.

In our office yesterday I was grumbling, Bob was playing the blues on his guitar along with various blues CDs, and Byron said something about it's so sad. Then my daughter received an email from a friend, asking everyone to pray for the Obama family. She replied with a wonderful prayer and I'm posting it here today:

My Prayer for Obama

Heavenly Father,
I love you and know that you are in control. I thank you for my family, and friends, a warm bed to sleep in and good food to eat.

I pray that Your will be done in our government. I pray that even though people are racist and vote based on looks, charm, and the color of a man's skin, that you would work a miracle in our country.

I pray that even though Obama has the reputation of being the most fascist, communist senator in 2007, that you would do what some might call impossible, and CHANGE Obama's heart.

I pray that even though Obama has a history of voting against the rights of the unborn, that You would prick Obama's heart every time he looks into the eyes of his dear children. I pray that in spite of the way Obama has voted in the past, You would work a miracle in his heart, and the cries of pain from the children who are being aborted would be heard.
Then we will know that the CHANGE came from YOU God, because YOU can change
even Obama's heart. Our HOPE is in you, Lord.

I pray for a miracle of protection over our children and our country that now has a President who is supported by Ahmadinejad, Chavez, Castro, Hamas.
Have mercy on us Heavenly Father for the sake of our children.

Most of all, Heavenly Father, I pray that WE will humble ourselves and pray. In your Word you say,

"If My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land."

Father please forgive us, and heal our land.

Lincoln's post at Habitation of Justice had a good perspective. We, as Christians, need to look to our churches and our own lives and see what needs to be changed. Paul was not as concerned with which Caesar was ruling as with warning Christians about all the false teaching going on and about the way they were living.

Churchgoers of a Feather

2008-10-30T12:36:00.000-07:00

These guys just know they belong together.

What kind of church do we attend? Can a church be pictured as a person, with character and personality? One with godly traits, as well as flaws needing correction? I think so, at least from the way Jesus, in Revelation, addressed the seven churches of Asia. As, "to the angel of ..." and, "I know your deeds...." There would seem to be a unified spirit in some sense, at work in each. Of course, it could be argued that his remarks were meant for the churches of each given city, overall. But in our day with the wide range of choices available and many so different from one another, perhaps it would better apply to individual churches.

People gravitate to a place of worship compatible with the Spirit in them, or that they are being drawn towards. Though it may be difficult to find a church we agree with in everything, most of us will not sit for twenty years in a place where we are hearing preaching that consistently goes against what we believe. We do, just humanly speaking, like to have our convictions reinforced by others, especially those we respect, and dislike having them contradicted. As my mother used to lecture us regarding friends, "birds of a feather..." I think we can learn something, not everything, about a person, based upon where he or she regularly attends church. What sort of church is it?

Then there is the whole question of the angels who are being addressed by Jesus. Pastors and elders come and go, however it seems from this as well as similar passages in Daniel that angels are given long term spiritual oversight in countries, cities and churches, battling in the heavenly realm against the enemy who attacks the people of God. That is their job, which we don't have complete understanding of. Our job, which is always a better place to focus, if we discern a fault, in an otherwise sound church, is to pray earnestly and to be salt and light, speaking out where appropriate, volunteering where needed and to pray more.

Making Vinegar

2008-10-25T13:13:00.000-07:00

You've heard the expression, "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade?" Well, how about this one: "When life gives you junk wine, make vinegar?" This is my vinegar crock. I keep it in my pantry. You start by pouring in a bottle of apple cider vinegar (raw, unfiltered, with the "mother" - which is what they call the vinegar culture - not an exotic period in history) then dump in any wine you happen to have that doesn't meet your high standards of excellence. Keep a clean cloth over it so that the vinegar can breathe, but not with any bugs. From time to time (maybe once a week or so) add a glassful, or the rest of a bottle of wine. After a few months, lift off the thick layer of culture that will have formed on top, so it won't take over the entire production. By now you can probably open the spigot and fill up a small bottle. Maybe even attach a fancy label, which you've just designed and printed out. What I was doing today. Voila, add oil and you get dressing.

It's also a good parable for life, which often hands us junk. One of my first blog posts was on this very subject, but something we have to keep going back to. I do anyway. Every time there's a set-back, large or small, the temptation is to have a pity party, to whine, grumble, complain and blame. I need lots of reminders to look for the opportunity, the possibility or prayer in the situation. To keep remembering that God is good, and that he is doing a good work in me and,

"will carry it on to completion until the day of Messiah Jesus." Philippians 1:6

God is Not Bipolar

2008-10-16T16:24:00.000-07:00

Unbelievers, as well as many Christians, often have trouble with the frequent horrific death, destruction and killing going on in the Bible, even terming some of it genocide. Most of this took place in the Old Testament, though Ananias and Sapphira (Acts 5:1-11) in the New Testament were also judged by God, through the Apostle Peter.

Henry Imler opens up discussion on his post, "An Evil Bipolar God" and presents 3 different options for interpreting Old Testament "genocide." An interesting bunch of comments follows.

The judgments of God for wickedness start with the Flood, which destroyed all of humankind, excepting only one family. That was the hand of God himself. Some of the time he used (uses) people and nations, as when "the iniquity of the Amorites" had reached it's full measure. He commanded Israel to go in and wipe them all out. Later, he had the Babylonians execute his righteous judgment on the Israelites, as he had used various Canaanite tribes to harass the backsliding Israelites during the time of the Judges.

Justifiable homicide by a just and righteous God. The humanists among us cringe at such an outrageous idea. And yet, those same liberal sweetcakes would scream if you denied them the "right" to murder their own babies. A case of calling white black (nothing ethnic intended) and wrong right. In all cases, however, God is the arbiter of righteousness and whatever he does, or causes to be done by his command, is right.

We cannot extrapolate and decide that it would be justifiable to go out and do likewise, taking death into our own hands, on our own initiative, even suicide. That, my friends, is called presumption and is a sin against God. On the order of Jim Jones and Hitler. And, in case some anti-war (aren't we all really?) liberal is reading, that does not include national military service.

So, God is not Bipolar. For,

"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever." Hebrews 13:8

This life is not the end all and be all. It is only an opportunity for us to get to know our loving Creator and to be with him in the life that is eternal.

As a postscript, what I actually had in mind with the photo was a scripture I'd read in Psalms:

"Though my father and mother forsake me,
The Lord will receive me." Psalm 27:10

Remembered when considering the plight of many without parents at all, or who have worthless ones. Perhaps a single mother only, doing her best. But, in spite of the hand we're dealt, and we all have a few dud cards in our decks, God is there - wanting to hear from his children, hoping we'll turn to him for the help we need.

When I Am Weak

2008-10-14T14:51:00.000-07:00

Raisin, Kealani and Bindy

Have you ever noticed that as folks get weaker, with age or extreme illness, the spirit in them shows itself more. Defenses are down and the facade is is harder to maintain, so whatever has been in residence becomes apparent - and, more importantly, stronger. That nice smile that was fake all along disappears along with the pleasant disposition, and any pseudo charm. I'll bet plenty of nurses would attest to this. In the case of someone filled with the Holy Spirit, it's not a bad thing, at least in one sense. As the Lord spoke to Paul, after he had asked for healing three times:

"But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9

I remember clearly the death from bone cancer of a friend of ours, Steve Coyle, who was so encouraging to his visitors, when they were obviously depressed at his illness, who was such a vibrant light in spite of what he was going through, that several nurses and his doctor as well, came to a saving relationship with Christ, because of Christ's Spirit shining in him.

On the other hand, those with unclean spirits, in a state of bondage to agents of Satan, full of fear, resentment, hatred, lies, etc., don't display such a noble picture. So, age or debility is not an excuse for giving in to fear or to despair. Or, for wrongly judging God as Job did, and many of us are tempted to do when tragedy strikes. We can be assured that God's loving kindness is unfailing.

"As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him, for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust." Psalms 103:14

I'm reading through Job right now. Not my favorite book. But a lot can be learned from it. One lesson is that we can get totally wrong advice from friends, even believers, who judge based on appearances and mistaken assumptions.

Another lesson, that age is not necessarily an ingredient of wisdom. Job and his friends were all old (Job 32:6), but not all wise. Spiritual maturity and wisdom are not chronologically acquired. Though the younger friend's speech is harder to take (Job 32-37) and, only the Lord's interruption stops his 6 chapter rant. I have to confess I skimmed over it. The missing ingredient is "constant use" or continuing application of learned spiritual truths.

"But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil." Hebrews 5:14

It is one thing to learn and another, as important, to apply habitually.

You've probably figured out some sort of connection with the photo by now. Kealani is weak, but the horse's power can be appropriately shown through her skill in riding. She's learning.

The Book of Miracles

2008-10-07T14:03:00.000-07:00

A miracle of creation

The Bible is only a partial list of the miracles of God. But it's the only list we need.

"He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted." Job 9:10

And,

"Jesus did many other things as well, if every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written." John 21:25

It always amazes me when the over-educated religious begin to question this or that miracle of the Bible, beginning with the six-day creation. How about the Resurrection? Hello??? It is a BOOK OF MIRACLES, from cover to cover. Either you believe God or you don't. Let's not nit pick about his Word to us. And, just how big is your God anyway? And, what is faith all about?

I you don't believe it, go find another book for your Life Manual. There's the Course In Miracles so-called, popular awhile back among some "New Agers" (now old agers), and a great influence on Oprah Winfrey. That book could stand some nit-picking. For instance, the bit claiming everything negative is an illusion (sound like Hinduism?) Tell that to victims of the Holocaust or to a raped 6 year old girl. But I don't want to do your job for you.

There are other manuals around. Go for it. I only mentioned this Course in Miracles because one of my sisters took it upon herself to pass a copy out to all the members of our family. And, I found it interesting in the above review link, that a former student of the course was involved in astral projection, as was my sister. Also, their recommended use of "Spirit Guides". I think one has presently taken over in her life. Some of us unenlightened folk refer to those as demonic spirits. And, yes, Margaret, they do exist.

Of course, the Bible uses poetic symbolism. God can be compared to a rock or a bird with protective wings, etc., but you don't need to be a Bible Scholar to figure out what that's all about. God wasn't intending to confuse, fool or hide his truth from anyone seriously seeking him. And, even without the Scriptures,

"God's invisible qualities - his eternal power and divine nature - have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made (not evolved by chance), so that men are without excuse." Romans 1:20 And, his righteousness is "a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: 'The righteous will live by faith.'" Romans 1:17

So, it seems to me that the beautiful water lily here is saying, "Praise the Lord!"

A Floating Life

2008-10-03T17:31:00.000-07:00

Are we going with the flow?

This is a pretty common analogy. Life as a stream. We, like the leaf, going wherever the flow takes us. This morning I was feeling thankful for being saved out of a life of futility and drifting powerlessness, and it occurred to me that most people probably don't realize just how totally out of control their lives are - without Jesus. I never did. There are the vagaries of weather, the stock and financial markets, the quirks of disease and genetics, biased professors and teachers, peer pressure, media propaganda, subliminal advertising, and in your face marketing. Even the planets, and the moon phases may have an influence, all aside from Satanic input and, of course, God's various attempts (and he may use any of the above) to get the attention of straying, disobedient humans.

There is what is called "chaos theory." In the past scientists thought the universe could be explained by various laws. The closer they looked, it began to seem more like chaos. Now, as they look even closer at "chaos" there appears to be a sort of order once again, and not only that, but purpose:

All chaotic systems seem to have an unusual sensitivity to initial conditions. They are systems in which seemingly inconsequential changes turn into major differences in outcome. Scientists have found evidence of ‘chaos’ in astronomy, epidemiology, meteorology, air turbulence, the stock market, and the human body. It is in the study of the human body that some scientists are beginning to realize just how important chaos is. Ary Goldberger of Harvard Medical School believes he has discovered not only that the rhythm of the human heart is chaotic, but that chaos in the heart is necessary. When he compared the variations in the heartbeats of a healthy person to those of one suffering from heart disease, the healthy heartbeat was actually the more chaotic.

This has opened some scientists’ eyes to the possibility that chaotic behavior may not be an abnormality, but a characteristic essential to the design of some systems.
Christopher Lampton, Science of Chaos: Complexity in the Natural World

Surprise is a given. And, aren't we glad that God is in control.

"For he guards the lives of his faithful ones, and delivers them from the hand of the wicked." Psalm 97:10b

Thank you, Lord, for you lifted me up from

darkness

death

despair

and into your marvelous
light

love and

life everlasting.

Go Operation Christmas Child!

2008-09-30T19:11:00.000-07:00

We had our stint at the fair, Kealani and I, manning the Operation Christmas Child booth. Helping anyway. They had quite a few volunteers so she got time off with Grandpa to go on some rides and eat cotton candy (yuck). But, maybe that's where she got all her energy, outdoing everyone with handing out balloons, tattoos and informative leaflets.

Yes, it's time once again to begin collecting items for these shoe boxes, which will be sent all over the globe to needy children. Click on the name above to find out good ideas for filling your box(es) and for a great video and information on the project. For the inspiring story of a young boy who gave up his Christmas to give one to others, click here.

Get Out of That Shell

2008-09-27T15:34:00.000-07:00

This morning I was reading in Esther and noted how the relationship of King Xerxes and his friend, Haman, is illustrative of the danger in trusting men (or women) with your decision-making, or to do your thinking for you. Mental laziness can have disastrous consequences. Not that we can't delegate, but it should entail a pretty good understanding of the character of our delegate. Though, trust goes both ways, as today's Proverb reminds: "He who takes crooked paths will be found out." Proverbs 10:9b

I was talking to my friend, Linda, today about how we can be like turtles, hiding inside our shells, thinking we're safe from what's going on in the world around us. I'd mentioned that watching the presidential debates made me run into the other room. Just too nerve-racking. Didn't want to hear it, all that contradictory controversy. Especially all the stupid remarks I wouldn't agree with, but couldn't set them straight because they wouldn't hear me yelling. So, in that sense, I guess I was behaving in a turtle-like manner.

Esther could have hidden away in her posh palace, hoping to escape the coming planned genocide, but she stuck her neck out of that comfortable shell and confronted the enemy. Invited him to dinner right on her own turf, and defeated the wicked dude. Read the whole story here.

In case you were wondering about the photo - it's my attempt at mosaic art - and the turtle has her neck out too.

Building Spiritual Homes

2008-09-23T12:57:00.000-07:00

These homes caught my eye on our way to the Sea View Farmer's Market. All very unique, interesting, you could say creative.

Now, the but... you were waiting for.
Are they at all practical for the region, for the weather - to maximize trade wind cooling, rain water collection (necessary here), to keep water away from the house, to enjoy outdoor living (decks) or to make the most of the ocean views available? Not at all.

Here's another one. It's been on the market for awhile, so likely the owner came to the same conclusion.

It's so cool. I love it. Also, this concrete, steel and glass house will most likely withstand storms and rust damage. However, aside from that, it has the same drawbacks as the homes above.

A nice parallel with our spiritual/lifestyle choices. A concept, philosophy, idea may sound good, new, reasonable even logical, and we accept it without any reference to the standard God has given us. His Word, the ultimate human life manual for achieving maximum benefit. This reminds me of the parable Jesus told. Are we building on a rock rather than on a nice sandy beach?? Hey, but that beach looks sooooo awesome.

Paul addressed this issue in 2 Timothy 4:2-4

Preach the Word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction. 3For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. 4They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths.

Actually, there are only two ways to live. So, what is this new gospel called? Emergency...emergent....resurgent...emerging church, what???

It Ain't Easy

2008-09-16T15:44:00.000-07:00

Not all of God's little creatures are created equal in the beauty or even cuteness sphere. Hard to love a toad and these Buffos (apparently named for their deep voice) are particularly ugly. Will kill your dog if he's dingy enough to try eating one. See, he's thinking, if I'm real quiet she won't notice me and I'll be ok. Myself, I'd really like all the toads to migrate to someone else's pond.

People are that way, haven't you noticed? Not all easy to love. And yet, believers are told,

"love your neighbor as yourself."

Lev. 19:18 - the first of many injunctions to love. After all, we are to model ourselves after the One who is perfect in love, whose love is unfailing. Exodus 15:13

"And, over all these virtues put on love."

It's a choice and an action verb.

Much of Christianity is this call to do the uneasy. To forgive what feels unforgivable. We are told to give to the undeserving poor; pray for those wicked liars who malign, persecute or mistreat us; (Matthew 5:44 & Luke 6:28, etc.) and look after widows, even the scheming, greedy and manipulative ones, and their lazy, drug-addicted sons of almost 40 years, emasculated over-grown orphans? I draw the line there, over the age of 18. Does it sound as though I have someone in mind? God sure uses the folks we come in contact with to teach us valuable lessons.

We are not told to pray for or give only to those we deem worthy, but to pray for those who curse and mistreat you, and give to the poor. The Church "widow's roll" is a different matter. 1 Tim. 5:8-9 & 16. That is for those who don't have family, but the same principle applies - they're not always that appealing or deserving. Before salvation, so were many of us, wicked and undeserving. ~~I am still unworthy.~~ In Christ I now have the righteousness of God.

Trees With Good Fruit

2008-09-13T13:29:00.000-07:00

This might be our last year to enjoy these sweet little gems, the now endangered (thanks to the misguided Dept. of Agriculture) waiwi guava. Hanging out in my garden, they make me think of smiling faces. And, they taste so delightful too. God has many wonderful ways of cheering us when things look dark.

The scripture that has been coming to me this past week is:

"Follow me, and let the dead bury their own dead." Matthew 8:22

It can be difficult, but sometimes I think it's best to move on. Satan has small victories, though ultimately, even if not in our own lifetimes, the overwhelming victor is Jesus and those of us who follow him. We have the marvelous armor of God,

"and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God." And, we are to "pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests." Ephesians 6:17-18

Just a part of our Ephesians "to do" list.

It may seem a hard thing, saying "let the dead bury their dead," but hey I'm only quoting Jesus. In every family there are those who are spiritually dead, despite our praying for them endlessly. People make choices, even though God gives them opportunity after opportunity to re-route themselves, off that road that leads to death. Again, spiritual death, since we all face the physical end of things.

"Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus by their fruit you will recognize them." Matthew 7:19-20

After you take a stand and do what is right to do, there is a point where it may be best to step back and leave folks to the consequences of their choices, knowing that God will do whatever he is going to do. Our job is just to follow Jesus.

The Battle is the Lord's

2008-09-06T13:57:00.000-07:00

The Israelites were told a number of times:

"For the battle is not yours, but Gods."

However they were always to do some things, on this occasion while Jehoshaphat was king:

"March down against them...Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you ... Do not be afraid, do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow and the Lord will be with you." 2 Chronicles 20:15-17

They did take it one step further here, in the Spirit, praising and thanking God on the way. (vs. 21) And, the Lord set ambushes against the invading armies - who destroyed one another! (vs. 22-23) It took them three days to collect all the plunder.

There are things we need to do in faith, trusting God for his outcome. It reminds me of the New Testament account of the ten lepers Jesus told to show themselves to the priests.

"And as they went, they were cleansed." Luke 17:14

They were doing what he had told them, in faith heading off to see the priests, and his healing power was released.

I need to keep remembering to set aside my flesh, listen to the Spirit, heed the Word of God, stand against the enemy and then wait on the Lord for the outcome. Waiting can be difficult. So can being sure you're hearing God correctly. I used to have a women's Bible Study group and we called ourselves "Ladies in Waiting". The idea being a reminder that most of what a servant or waiter does is WAIT for their orders. And then to follow through, not to do what they think might be a good or better idea. The battle is the Lord's, but it isn't always resolved right away, or when we think it should be.

By now you may be wondering what the picture has to do with anything. That's a pretty little okra flower and it is a reminder to me that the blooms don't last long and neither do the okra. You see the okra peeking up in back? Wait too long and they're useless. Pick at the right time - wait for just a few days and a tender little vegetable is yours. I need to keep my eye on them.

A Wonderful Father?

2008-09-02T18:03:00.000-07:00

Note the halos on St. Joseph. Doesn't he look sweet? Was there really a halo? Was Jesus one of the few born into a non-disfunctional family? I don't think so. The little Archko Volume, containing translations of some very old records from the Jewish Talmuds and Sanhedrin reports, is an excellent resource. Apparently manuscripts that have been sitting in both the Vatican Library and the St. Sophia Library at Constantinople, now Istanbul, for two thousand years or so.

The book includes an interview with Gamaliel, whom you will recall had trained Paul (Acts 22:3) and who advised the Jews who had brought the apostles before the Sanhedrin to:

"Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail. But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God." Acts 5:33-39

In the Archko Volume, Gamaliel concludes his report to the Sanhedrin:

"Now, Masters of Israel, after having investigated this matter; after tracing Jesus from his conception to the present time; after obtaining all the information that is to be had on this important subject, getting it from those who are more likely to tell the truth from the fact that they are disinterested persons; and then taking a prophetical as well as a historical view of the subject, I have come to the conclusion that this is the Messiah that we are looking for."

That conclusion was likely not well received. Gamaliel's interview with Mary and Joseph was undertaken when Jesus was about 26 years of age, before his public ministry and miracles. His (Gamaliel's) description of Joseph is especially interesting, considering the centuries of veneration in church.

"Joseph is a wood-workman. He is very tall and ugly. His hair looks as though it might have been dark auburn when young. His eyes are gray and vicious. He is anything but prepossessing in his appearance, and he is as gross and glum as he looks. He is but a poor talker, and it seems that yes and no are the depth of his mind. I am satisfied he is very disagreeable to his family...."

When speaking to Mary, she admits "that Joseph was a little hard to please, but this boy (Jesus) had answered him so often, and his answers were so mild and yet so suitable, that he had almost broken him of finding fault. She said he settled all the disputes of the family."

We know from Scripture that Jesus was "tempted in every way, just as we are - yet was without sin." It stands to reason that he would have been challenged as well in his home life. He is our example in all areas of life. And, thank God, we have a heavenly Father who is able and perfect in all ways.

Maybe Mime?

2008-08-26T14:14:00.000-07:00

Memory Lane - The now dis-banded mime troop

What fun to be in the Green Room again last night, re-joining New Hope's drama group, after a number of years away. A completely different crew were present and with a terrific, non-competitive, joyful spirit, seeking God's direction. I loved it. The sushi and pig-in-a-blanket munchies were good too. Looking forward to serving however I can. Maybe even mime.

My reading this morning brought me to:

"Everything comes from you, and we have given you only what comes from your hand."

And the question, I'm wondering - what is a more "seeker sensitive" issue, tithing or hell? Any thoughts? There have been posts on various Christian blogs about the recent changes at Willow Creek. All very interesting, and what some of us have been saying for awhile, about the necessity of believers being self-feeding. I'm so glad that's being emphasized now.

Dissing

2008-08-19T15:15:00.000-07:00

No dissing in this group

As I read my proverbs for the day (Prov. 6:12-15) it certainly seemed to apply to a family member of mine and our recent unpleasant and ongoing dramas:

"Who plots evil with deceit in her heart - she always stirs up dissension."

A person who's going to my parents and 'dissing' everyone else in the family. Maybe that's where the word has its roots - dissension (the noun) = dissing (the verb) speaking bad about in order to discredit, dishonor and cause disapproval, leading, they may hope to disinheritance?

And this was just before heading into town for an appointment with our attorney to see what might be done. Nothing much apparently - it's a human sin problem. Older people, when in a weakened state, both physically and mentally, are something like wounded critters out in the wild. Somehow the vultures are able to sense their vulnerability and to hone in. They can be and, as per the attorney, are frequently taken advantage of by caregivers, family members, even the good old handyman - anyone without a fear of God, and willing to lie to get what they want, whether it is for power or money or both.

However, God is in control and we need to keep on trusting him and remembering that. In the very next verse, I may be insensitive, but it is encouraging:

"Therefore disaster will overtake her in an instant; she will be suddenly destroyed - without remedy."

And, in the next set of verses, we are told that two of the seven things "the Lord hates, that are detestable to him" are:

"A false witness who pours out lies and a man who stirs up dissension among brothers "

(and sisters and grandkids). There we go with the dissing again. God hates it and deals with it. In fact, he has been, so far, in some very amazing ways. When this is all over and done, perhaps I'll blog the full report. Suffice it to say though that he cares and does intervene. Praise God!

The Little Old Man of George St.

2008-08-12T13:57:00.000-07:00

This was a totally awesome video and has very much encouraged me to be a better witness for Jesus. I found it on The Limitless blog in a post entitled "Unprofitable Blogging" - very convicting. What this man on George St. was doing seems so YESTERDAY as some might say today, but man, what a fantastic outcome. And, he kept on without any tangible encouragement over many years. Surely I can do something too.

Decadent Day

2008-08-10T16:55:00.000-07:00

Don't expect any lofty thoughts here.

I have to confess, I had a totally unredeemable, practically sinful, frivolous day yesterday. A chocolates with spirits pairing class/occasion (a class implies learning something semi-useful). Beautiful, tasty chocolates made by local chocolatier, Melanie Boudar of Sweet Paradise. And, wine pairings, courtesy of Volcano Winery, after which we moved on to Ms. Boudar's B&B for other spirit pairings.

My friend and I started off with a light lunch (we split an order) of Cajun Mahimahi, which was excellent, at the Volcano Golf Club Restaurant. Then, met up with our group at Volcano Winery for the fun taste testing of wines and chocolates - it is important to know which go best with which. Oh yeah.

These are Oriental inspired confections with sesame seeds on top, a ginger infusion and hints of chili pepper.

Ok. Enough already. I think you get the picture(s).
One uplifting, thing - God has given us an amazing array of flavors that we can enjoy, combine and experiment with. Thank you Lord!

Anniversary Thoughts

2008-08-05T14:32:00.000-07:00

Looks like someone took a bite before I could take a picture.

This weekend we spent in Honolulu, celebrating our 43rd - yes, believe it or not - anniversary. We often go back to the scene of the crime - where we were married, all those years ago. Though island hopping is getting more expensive every year. Maybe next time on the Superferry!

Possibly by then it will be going to the Big Island?? If the environmental protesters (Could they be working in concert with Young Bros. Shipping or Matson Navigation - to prevent competition?) don't again interrupt service and block expansion. With all the ships and barges we have going back and forth between the islands (we are an island community after all, dependent on either air or sea for moving stuff around) for years and years, I still can't believe the stupidity. But, don't get me started on that rant.

I was going to mention bringing along a copy of The Shack, for reading while away. I must say, contrary to expectations and some of the reviews, it was a good read. A rather beautiful and creative meditation on the Trinity, the nature of faith, forgiveness and the love of God. I can see, though, where the controversy comes from. Missing is any mention of Satan (but possibly excusable as not being the subject), of hell or of God's righteous coming judgment on the wicked. Sin was only mentioned as being a punishment in and of itself. Also, the Trinity, in the part of a discussion on authority, speaks of the equality of the three persons. However, Jesus says "...for the Father is greater than I." As well, we are to be submitted to one another, but in obedience to God's authority - a thread repeated throughout Scripture. As, for instance, "He who does not love me will not obey my teaching." So no, it is not a complete treatise on truth, but an insightful devotional, bound to open up your comprehension of who God is - of the possibilities within that mystery. And, like most of us, including some teachers who seem to believe they are, the author is not right in everything he has to say.

This morning, speaking of truth, along with the source, in 2 Kings 18, I was able to infer that the King of Assyria was not doing God's will as he claimed, because the message he delivered to the people of Jerusalem had the clear handwriting of Satan. As it both begins and continues with lies, we can recognize his native language. And, we shouldn't be surprised when our popular culture - including even some of Christianity - doesn't accept the truth. "The Spirit of Truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him."

Is God Impressed?

2008-07-31T13:29:00.000-07:00

Photo by Byron
Temples are still there on the high places.

Is God impressed? I don't think so. No more today than in the time of ancient Israel.

"They followed worthless idols and themselves became worthless."

What we consider worthwhile is not very often what God does. Today we have perhaps some new gods - which most people wouldn't think of calling idols. But what is a false god, other than something we trust in for truth and help and self worth? The big ones of our age are science, technology, education, drugs, and medicine - aside from and along with the more ancient gods of money, power and sex.

Did you ever think that just possibly public icons like Marie Cure or Albert Einstein were not so especially worthwhile in God's eyes. Certainly no more, and maybe less, than a child of his who follows after the things close to his own heart. And, we have no need to wonder about that either. He has taken the trouble to communicate and preserve for us his precious Word. If a doctor has found a new way of saving lives, that may be good, but only to the extent that it gives someone an opportunity to seek and serve God in any bonus years they're given. Time that is only a blink in eternity.

Hezekiah was told to prepare himself, that he would die of the illness he had, but after he sought the Lord for healing, with tears, he was given an extra 15 years to live. He then managed to annoy God with his pride and to produce a son, Manasseh, one of the more wicked kings ever to rule Judah.

Jesus tells us, his followers, that we will do great and worthwhile things. That is great in God's eyes.

"I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father."

Greater than those things (the miracles - verse 11) Jesus did!? Wow! And, that wouldn't be discovering a new asteroid and naming it after yourself either.

Faith of a Child

2008-07-26T13:53:00.000-07:00

What jumped out at me this morning in 2 Kings 7 was the heavy consequence of one man's doubt. We weren't there, of course, to hear the vocal nuances, to see the body language and know the heart attitude, all of which probably indicated his contempt along with the doubt he expressed for the Word of God, spoken by the prophet Elisha - before a number of people. And, there should not have been any doubt, but rather rejoicing. Elisha was a recognized Man of God and prophet, respected by the king and people. His message began:

"Hear the Word of the Lord. This is what the Lord says:"

The officer of the king died for his doubt. This got me to thinking of all the various accounts in Scripture where a Word from the Lord is given, questions are asked, doubt is expressed, or faith and belief - and then the various consequences. We know that God is fair and just, that he doesn't show favoritism. What we don't always know in these Bible stories are the heart motives, the inflections of the voices and body language , and who is there at the scene to observe and perhaps be stumbled by the doubt and or contempt for God's Word which is being expressed. There are many college professors and teachers today who are putting themselves in a very dangerous position.

We need more of the unquestioning faith of a child when confronted with Scripture and less of the "inquiring minds" of so-called science, logic and human reason. Faith is the shield that we have to hold up against doubt. Though, I deeply appreciate the work being done by Answers in Genesis and others to show that there are scientists who are not afraid to take a stand with their work and to reveal the misuse of evidence and prevalence of false assumptions in much of what passes for science now, and to bolster our faith with their research.

I love what the angel had to say when faced with the doubt of Zechariah:

"I am Gabriel. I stand in the presence of God..."

How awesome is that?

Battle Alert is Full Time

2008-07-22T13:47:00.000-07:00

As soon as we are victorious in a battle, the next one must be prepared for, because sure as shooting the enemy will recoup and return. In 1 Kings, we read about Ahab's win over the Arameans. Afterward, the prophet who had foretold his victory came to the king and told him to "Strengthen your position and see what must be done, because next spring the king of Aram will attack you again."

When Satan left Jesus in the desert after tempting him, "he left him until an opportune time."
And, as well, Scripture warns us "if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't fall!"

I think this can be especially dangerous to more mature Christians. We think we've got things under control, that we're strong in the Lord, and guards can be let down. Maybe there is a temptation to slack off on reading in the Word (after all, how many times have we read it already?) or praying, unless we really need something. I know when my back went out a month or so ago, it was a lot harder to read lying down. When in pain, prayers can be cut short quite easily. It is possible to give in to discouragement. I could kneel down ok though and decided it was a better position anyway, as per my earlier post.

Letting up on any of the full armor of God leaves us open to Satan's opportune time for attack. And, yes, that massage therapist did a terrific job. I feel like things are improving.

Waiting for my Masseur

2008-07-19T13:11:00.000-07:00

Maybe this will help?

Yes, he's booked up and I'm waiting for someone to cancel so he can possibly fix my back. God willing. The chiropractor made it worse. Actually, this was the first time I tried that exercise ball, and possibly should do it more often. Maybe then I wouldn't be in this pickle.

The project today, as the last several, is to ice it for 15 min. every hour. Also, make vichyssoise and do something with excess pineapples. On the bright side, we got our much needed rain and Kealani is helping me while her mom attends an Operation Christmas Child meeting. Kealani is adding lots of entries to her "Random Acts of Kindness" journal, something assigned by her tai kwon do instructor.

Life Labels

2008-07-15T16:39:00.000-07:00

Practicing to be a princess?

Reading in I Kings this morning I was struck by how certain people are referred to. There is mention of "Ahijah the prophet of Shiloh"; a "Shemaiah the man of God" is mentioned; and I Kings 13 tells the story of a fellow known only as "a man of God" - even later when King Josiah, as predicted, came across his bones, the man is still referred to as "the man of God who foretold these things." In the whole story that is the only name given him. What are we primarily known as or for?

Jesus (means Jehovah saves) was known as The Messiah (Christ), it became part of his name. John the Baptist was also known as a prophet. The role we play or what we do identifies us. A woman or man of God then, as a life identifier, is not a shabby goal. Some, after their death, will be known as maybe a famous bestselling author, the T.V. news reporter, a mother of four, nuclear scientist, inventor of electricity, Pope, president of a country, actress, realtor or insurance salesman. All very nice, but not what we should want to be primarily remembered as. Not the highest level of success in any field. God doesn't look at success in the same way the world does. What will be my main label or yours?

Scripture, Land of Contrasts

2008-07-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

"For with you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light."
"God is light; in him there is no darkness at all."
"Your Word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path."

The Scriptures are full of these dynamic contrasts, light and darkness, good and evil, the righteous and the wicked, the redeemed and the lost, rebellion and obedience, those saved to eternal life and those destroyed forever. Today, many would say all that is just too black and white. Life is full of gray areas. I don't know about that. I'd prefer to trust God at his word.

I do know we are told Solomon was the wisest man ever to live, past, present or future. And, yet it was not enough to keep him from rebellion and disobedience. If only he had heeded his own advice in Proverbs.

"Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil."

Satan also had a high position, great beauty and wisdom. It didn't keep him from pride and rebellion. And the Tempter would seduce us into thinking we know better than God's precious Word. There is much in the Scriptures we don't understand - and possibly never will. Things that seem to contradict. I believe the key is in something Jesus said to his disciples:

"Unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven."

Or, as David, with more understanding than his wise son:

"My heart is not proud, O Lord,
my eyes are not haughty;
I do not concern myself with great matters
or things too wonderful for me.
But I have stilled and quieted my soul;
like a weaned child with its mother"

To trust and obey, as the old song says.

What's wrong with this picture?

2008-07-03T17:58:00.000-07:00

What's missing is substance and sustainability. Also missing in much of Christian education. You might ask what the optimum method might be for teaching Christian core values and passing on the truth of God's Word to students. At one time in America (harking back to our Independence Day) and at present in some countries, it would be taught. Facts, information to be learned, understood and processed, hopefully into lives and action. Instead, we're getting a ton of current theories, speculative "ear-tickling", and melt-in-your-mouth emergent drivel.

On an intriguing blog I happened upon today, Baglady, this quote from her father's story of life as a new immigrant to America, highlighted for me the problem with most "Christian" colleges and Universities.

"Here in America, the professors often put students in small groups so that they can debate amongst themselves and students are encouraged to have different opinions. Additionally, on the written exams students do not necessarily have to agree with a professor’s opinion in essay questions. As long as you have a great idea and great supporting points you could still score quite well."

All very well for many subjects, however I believe Biblical Studies, mathematics, and some of the sciences should be excluded from this method. They have something in common: that understanding and applying is the important thing, not questioning. Though this is almost heresy in some circles. What good does it do to question and disagree that 5x5=25? Not a lot. And the same should be said of God's Word.

Of course, much has been learned in the sciences by questioning and testing the various theories and coming up with new ones, and testing those. I'm not talking theories here. And, I don't mean questioning in the sense that Nicodemus asked Jesus, "How can this be?" He didn't understand and was asking the Teacher to explain, with a heart to learn.

We, some of us, presume to question as Satan did, "Did God really say...?" and then to disagree with what he does say - "You will not surely die...", beginning, as the Tempter did, in Genesis, along with the majority of scientists in our time. Did God really create in six days? No, of course not. However, not being reproducible and involving the supernatural, it should be considered outside the field of science anyway. We can look at the fossils and say, as does Ken Ham, "millions of dead things, laid down in rock layers all over the earth." Yes, the flood explains that. Or, DNA research says we all came from one woman. Yes, Genesis says so, it must be true. DNA research changes, scientific study evolves and changes from year to year. Scripture does not change "a jot or tittle", the least stroke of a pen.

Interestingly, a few verses later, Jesus continues: "For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven." And, we know that their "righteousness" included questioning (in a wrong sense) and re-interpreting and layering on their own opinions, endlessly - a large set of oral teachings by the elders - a religious elite. Later, they broke with their own scriptures and allowed them, the Mishnah, to be written down, cementing in place the already sad corruption of Jesus' day. And, they still prefer their own "traditions" to the Word of God.

My point being, the same thing is done today by theologians and professors in our "Christian" seminaries, colleges and Universities, with few exceptions. Genesis is only the beginning of it, and I'm sure Satan is well pleased with them. His method of operation has not changed - question and pick apart Scripture. Students come out passing along misinformation, doubting their faith, or deserting it altogether. Not strengthened properly to do battle in our culture. And, it is a culture war.

Clementine the Yeasty Girl

2008-07-01T13:54:00.000-07:00

~~Clementine~~

200-year-old French sourdough starter.

This (name changed to protect the original) girl's been around for quite awhile, though she's just joined our household. Another mouth to feed. Only once a week though, if we keep her in the refrigerator.

Of course, when following the recipe for a loaf of sourdough bread I used 2 cups of starter, instead of 1 like the directions called for. Figured if one is good, then 2 will be better? Later, when the final proofing didn't rise as high as I would have hoped, the thought occurred to me that the rising power comes from the yeasts eating available flour. Less flour plus more yeast = less food for everybody. Deep thoughts. And, this Scripture popped into my head to batten things down, just in case I didn't get it: "Don't you know that a little yeast works through the whole batch of dough?" 1 Corinthians 5:6

On the bright side, the bread tasted great, especially while still warm. A moist, chewy texture with crunchy crust, melted butter, oh yeah. Also, it went very nicely at lunch today with a bowl of my (left-over) Cold Kefir Cucumber Soup, posted on the yummy food blog, Nami-Nami.

For me, it's a parable of following God's directions - his recipe for a blessed life. Going off on your own, thinking you have a better idea than your Creator, doesn't produce optimum results. Gotta keep checking that manual.

Is She a Hotty?

2008-06-28T19:29:00.000-07:00

Who are we dressing to please? Two recent posts, Kim writing, Is There a Happy Medium? at the Upward Call blog and Dan Phillips at Pyromaniacs with his excellent repeat article, Sister...show Mercy! were inspirational for mine. I'd been thinking of writing about an experience I had not too long ago and they have encouraged me to go ahead with it.

Our Church (at that time) Praise & Worship team had 3 or 4 teen girls, some of whom dressed more provocatively than others, but all were at least borderline. Pastor issued them a request to modify, modestly, their dress. However, one young lady continued to wear, Sunday after Sunday, very "dressy" clothes that were at the same time, tight, way above the knee, belly button showing, etc. And, I knew men in the congregation were struggling. Finally, after one service I approached the girl, mind you apart from the others, as an elder woman, on Church Council, and spoke very gently and diplomatically, I thought. I told her that she was not dressed appropriately for a Church Worship team (or anywhere else really - but I didn't mention that) and that men shouldn't have to struggle with impure thoughts, to have that sort of temptation in their face, in church of all places. And, up on a stage where our attention is focused for the duration of what is supposed to be a focus on worship of God.

Well, she mumbled that she didn't understand, that her grandma had said she looked just beautiful that morning before they left for church. I told her she did, but that wasn't the point. Fashionable, yes, she was. Dressed up, yes. Sexy to the max as well. She cried a bit and went off to tell her family.

And then, all hell broke loose. I got a call at home shortly after church from her father, using obscenities, racial slurs, cursing... and mother could be heard in the background chiming in.... to think that I would have the nerve to tell their daughter how she should dress! Well, THEY surely weren't doing it. And, nothing changed.

To make a long story short, we ended up leaving that congregation, for a number of reasons. She went on to have a baby out of wedlock shortly after. I don't know if anyone ever learned anything. I came to the conclusion that if a father doesn't explain clearly to his daughter what effect dressing provocatively has on men, with ideally his wife backing him up, and if he further, doesn't enforce a dress code, girls just don't get it at that age, I certainly didn't, and often they won't until much later. The responsibility is clearly with parents, biblically speaking. Though, in the absence of that, in some situations, a pastor or church elders should be able to come alongside. What about a sermon once in awhile? And, what are they doing in their "Youth Groups", aside from having fun and games, if a basic teaching like this cannot be communicated?

In an earlier age I suppose they erred in over-dressing competitively and expensively. In our time it's under-dressing, sometimes competitively and even expensively. Is it to please God, our peers, members of the opposite sex, the family cat, who??

I have been recommended an excellent little book on the subject, Christian Modesty and the Public Undressing of America by Jeff Pollard.

What is that smell?

2008-06-25T17:15:00.000-07:00

"Thanks be to God, who...through us spreads everywhere the f ragrance of the knowledge of him."

I may be off base, but don't you think that the Church's use of the Greek word "Christ", instead of the Hebrew "Messiah", has needlessly put an additional barrier in the way of Jewish acceptance of him? We know there is a veil, but this extra covering might well be taken away, and anything which contributes to sight promoted.

Besides the fragrance, I am a letter from my Messiah and he has made me competent (not in myself, but a competence from God) as a Minister of the new covenant of the Spirit. (from 2 Corinthians 3:2-3 & 6) We are ministers of reconciliation, in

"that God was reconciling the world to himself in the Messiah, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Messiah's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Messiah's behalf: Be reconciled to God." 2 Corinthians 5:19-20

I am a bit more conscious of this fragrance and ambassadorship lately. My husband discovered only a few years ago that he had a Jewish cultural and religious heritage through his mother. So, all this exciting new ancestral background, along with getting me three Jewish cookbooks. I'm getting with it. Some.

Steely-eyed Focus

2008-06-21T12:18:00.000-07:00

Meet my brother's dog, Eddie. You see that ball? He's very protective of it. Fixated you might say. Puts up a tremendous struggle if you try to take it from him. You throw the ball and he's ON IT.
No distractions. It is priority one.

So, what is my focus? What is priority one in my life? Hopefully, not anything material. I was just talking to my nephew about Emergency Medic as a career option, discussing how you deal with the death of someone you may have grown close to. But, we're all on that train of life, not knowing what stop will be ours. We're all terminal, in terms of this life. Only a relationship with God extends the trip into eternity. You can think of it in that way. You may be the one who keeps them on the train for awhile, and or the one who helps them get an eternal ticket.

You get the idea. Number one, top priority, intense focus needs to be that relationship with my Creator. Because I don't know, and none of us do, how much time we have on this life train.

Hilo Farmer's Market and Prayer Post

2008-06-19T12:28:00.000-07:00

It's A Farmer's Market Day

In Hilo, that's Wednesdays and Saturdays. So, I went with mangoes on my mind and was not disappointed. Besides that, there were fresh radishes, and etc. etc....

While there, I took a few pictures, and talked to an old acquaintance, Danny, who mans a corner stall, selling plants, especially carnivorous ones. Yes, they do eat bugs. I mentioned putting the photos on my blog and about the parables we encounter in our lives. Danny reminded me that these plants use a sweet attractant and then trap the insects once they're drawn in. Just as we are warned about in various Proverbs, "My son, if sinners entice you, do not give in to them." We can be seduced by something that seems good.

Do you see the little sacs? Those are the traps, holding rain water to drown the unwary bugs. Poor dears.

Being armed against temptation is only one reason why we need to be in prayer. I was reading some of the responses on a Meme that was recently circulating in the blogosphere - comments were invited about the things we are afraid to mention in church or to other Christians. It seems that many people have trouble with prayer, the need for it, the usefulness of it, and making time for a prayer life.

If I have a question about something that's discussed in the Word of God, that's where I go for an answer. What did Jesus do? If at all possible, we can check that. Jesus, as perfect and sinless as he was, and Creator of the Universe (it boggles the mind), found the time, saw the need to spend time in prayer with his Father. He is our model and best example. Do we need it less than he did? And, sometimes, we are told, it was for the whole night! Luke 6:12

Even with people around him (what I would call a real distraction), he was able to be "praying in private." Luke 9:18 Not being able to get off by ourselves is not necessarily an excuse. He was an example to his disciples and us, and taught about prayer. Luke 11:1-13

In addition, it was a habit with him. Reading in Luke 22:39-42, we see that he went "as usual to the Mount of Olives" to pray. He "knelt down" - now this is God's own Son! And, He asks "If you are willing, take this cup from me; (the request) yet not my will, but yours be done." What about naming and claiming it? Also, "he prayed more earnestly." This brings to mind what James 5:16-17 says about the fervent prayer of the righteous.

Some of the comments mentioned not wanting or feeling like praying at or for meals. Jesus is once again our model for right action. He, Creator of the Universe, gave thanks. Someone else suggested that those people should fast for at least 24 hours and then they might be more thankful for the next meal.

How can you sustain a relationship with someone without talking to them (prayer) or listening to them (reading his Word and listening for the still, small voice of the Holy Spirit)? I don't think it's possible.

When You've Got Bananas

2008-06-16T17:35:00.000-07:00

Whooee ... two recipe posts in a row!

Father's Day Breakfast Special
When we have time for a more leisurely breakfast, one of my all time favorites is fruit-filled crepes. I usually dribble a bit of marmalade down, add either fresh sliced mangoes or, as today, bananas sauteed in butter, a little creamy, thick yogurt or sour cream, roll it up and top with syrup or, as I do, with a dusting of powdered sugar. They're unbelievable!

Almost any fresh fruit is good, but bananas are even better when they're lightly sauteed in butter, just til softened. So, you see, I DO use bananas for something besides wine. There's cream pie, banana muffins, banana waffles, banana pancakes and, of course, banana bread too.

The easy crepe recipe is:

1 - 1 & 1/2 cups milk (batter should coat spoon well)
3-4 eggs (depending on the size)
1 cup flour
1/4 cup melted butter

Beat flour in gradually with whisk, then add the butter. Swirl a small amount in hot crepe or small saute pan. Flip after a minute and voila!

I was thinking about how Jesus told people many times that their faith had healed them - Luke 18:43 for example. Besides actually healing people he used parables, and the healing was also a form of illustration. You come to Jesus Messiah, and ask him to lift you above your circumstances - to save you. That is faith - that he not only can, but will. And, he does, by his mercy and grace. Because he loves us.

Who or what are our gods now?

2008-06-12T20:18:00.000-07:00

It was instructive to observe in 1 Samuel 4:3, how after a defeat,

"The elders of Israel asked, 'Why did the Lord bring defeat upon us today before the Philistines?'"

Good so far, but in the very next sentence, without so much as a pause for reflection, much less prayer and supplication, or waiting on the Lord, they answer their own question. They'll bring the Ark along next time. That's the ticket! Aren't we smart?

How often do we do the same thing? Ask the Lord for an answer, without any real intention of listening for his response? Of seriously waiting and seeking? Instead, I often do the first brilliant thing that pops into my head that looks like it might work.

And, as we learn from this story, there is no blessing in their own solution. To the contrary, they get another defeat, worse this time, as well as loss of Israel's Ark of the Covenant, and the death of the High Priest, and his two sons (not such a loss there).

Right before the battle, the Philistines had heard the Israelites shouting when the Ark was brought into their camp, and said: "A god has come into the camp..." (verse 7) And, they were correct, in a sense. Israel had made a false god of the Ark: "...so it may go with us and save us from the hand of our enemies." (verse 3) Appropriately enough, the Ark, when captured, is placed beside the Philistine god, Dagon, in his temple. And, what happens next is one of my favorite stories.

So, we need to ask ourselves, what are the things we use today to "save us" when God seems too remote or not answering fast enough, or loud enough, or in the way we would like?

Give a Goat

2008-06-10T13:40:00.000-07:00

Absolute cuteness

What a great idea for Father's Day! A gift certificate from World Vision Ministries. They have an online catalog of over 100 useful, helpful & compassionate options: Fishing kits, a goat, a share in a pig, water pump, etc. etc. for folks in various countries, where needed.

I know my husband would also appreciate the idea. He often says he doesn't want anything for himself, has all he needs. And, since there are plenty of people in this world who can't say that and if we are in a position to do something about it, this is a terrific opportunity.

Giving is not my strong point. It's Bob's, but I am asking God to correct that in my character. To make me a more generous, compassionate person. He's got his work cut out for him. I've been reading Proverbs 31, wouldn't you know.

"She opens her arms to the poor and extends her hands to the needy."

As an addendum, I read a related post in which the Whittaker family are eating rice one day a week as a way of teaching their children how much of the world is limited in what they have to eat. They are giving a portion of their food budget to Compassion's Food outreach. What an inspiring idea.

The Laidback Life

2008-06-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

He's frequently a hard worker.
Recently a post on Don't Waste Your Life blog dealt with the affluence of America and quoted Wilberforce: May 17, 2008 - By: Lukas Naugle

In 1797, William Wilberforce wrote A Practical View of Christianity in which he addressed the defective nature of the Christianity many middle and upper class people in England professed. Here is an excerpt that sounds as if it could have been written about today. It makes plain that affluence has a consistent effect on Christians in every age.

Yet thus life rolls away with too many of us in a course of shapeless idleness. Its recreations constitute its chief business…amusements are multiplied, and combined, and varied, to fill up the void of a listless and languid life; and by the judicious use of these different resources, there is often a kind of sober settled plan of domestic dissipation, in which with all imaginable decency year after year wears away in unprofitable vacancy. Even old age often finds us pacing in the same round of amusements which our early youth had tracked out. (99)

We can all err in regard to idleness. And, along those lines, here is a good quote attributed to John Piper, from the Book of Shadow blog:

Jesus Christ is refreshing, but flight from him into Christless leisure makes the soul parched. At first it may feel like freedom and fun to skimp on prayer and neglect the Word, but then we pay: shallowness, powerlessness, vulnerability to sin, preoccupation with trifles, superficial relationships, and a frightening loss of interest in worship and the things of the Spirit

I am rebuked by the insights of Wilberforce and of Piper. On the other hand, I don't know about your neck of the woods, but at least where we live, alongside retired folks and other leisure lovers, there is a growing population of idle poor. Receiving various types of Government assistance, numbers of people are encouraged by this "free" income to avoid work at all, which would, for them, involve a minimum wage job. If they are able to make as much or more not working, then the conclusion is, why work? We have a new leisure class.

He was writing about Christians, nominal perhaps, so it's possible a parallel can't be drawn. Though there are some who claim to be saved, yet live, what is called here a "laidback" lifestyle, or one filled with excuses at any rate. Local tradition on the Big Island often has the wife working or getting Welfare and a boyfriend or husband unemployed. I guess it's no worse than any other type of unconfessed and unrepented sin that can linger in a redeemed life, until the Holy Spirit convicts. Paul warns against idleness, and even says not to associate with those who will not work if they are able. 2 Thessalonians 3:6-15

The Greatest Joy

2008-06-05T14:28:00.000-07:00

Back at Christmas we got a number of those family newsletters with photos and you, or I do sometimes wonder, should I write an answer or what? Well, it's six months later and since I did write a response to one in my journal, I want to post a version of that.

The letter included an essay this friend (he is either an agnostic or atheist, I forget which) had written on turning 65 - reflections on life and the joy to be found in love, beauty, discovery and accomplishment. God is so amazing. That day I read:
"I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the truth." 3 John 4. What an awesome reminder. And in Psalm 53:1 - "The fool says in his heart, 'There is no God."' I had started to think,"Wow, Dave has it all." Praise God, whose word is not far from me.

There is, of course, joy to be found in the things he mentioned, but thank God, that is not all there is, and even without one or more of them, we can rejoice and be glad in Christ our Savior, with the joy of the Spirit. Fortunately, looking forward to life eternal, even when things aren't going right for us here. The earthly joys of this present life are comparatively short-lived.

"To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the Paradise of God." Revelation 2:7

Not Martha

2008-06-03T16:57:00.000-07:00

Kealani is perfecting her dive - seriously working on it.
My daughter, Sunny, recently did a terrific post on her blog about Feminism and the Christian woman, but I really must waive the "Martha Stewart" attribution. If I preserve stuff, it's usually so produce doesn't get wasted, i.e. jams, chutney, pickles, wine, etc. I did make clothing, for a time, but only because of necessity. I don't really enjoy sewing. My windows need cleaning at this moment. Would rather study ancient history or blog......art, when I'm in the mood. Actually, it's her sister, Mary, I'd rather be like. Sitting at Jesus' feet and soaking it in.

But, on the subject of Martha, I do think she is a fine example of feminine entrepreneurship - a sort of secular Proverbs 31 woman. She is encouraging to many, who want their homemaking to be creative, more of an art form. To do it really well, as unto the Lord. And, maybe even have a home-based career while home-schooling or just being there for their kids. Wow! Is that a worthwhile goal?

I know there are people who are trapped at the moment and not able to make that choice, but God IS able and he can and does change circumstances. The Christian faith is just that, FAITH. Believing what looks impossible. Seeing what is not always obvious or understandable, but trusting in God and in his goodness - his character. Be encouraged.

Random Musings

2008-06-01T16:09:00.000-07:00

Today, I have some not necessarily connected thoughts to send out into the blogosphere.

Beginning with the observation that in another 3 months I can be considered for ~~inclusion on the Scum of the Earth Blogroll! Now there's something to hope for. You will all be jealous, I know, should I qualify.~~ Apparently they have been scraped.

How about this: I just read that there has been a motion put forward in the House of Commons to disestablish the Church of England, and the number of that motion is yes, 666. Here's a link to the story.

Next, it occurred to me, reading in Luke 15:7b, that if there is "one sinner who repents" then the other half of the verse is also true - there are an equivalent "ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent." Is it because they only think they're ok like the Pharisees, or is it because they have already repented, and continue to do so when they sin (at least eventually), as did Old Testament patriarchs like Abraham, Deborah, David, Daniel, etc. and New Testament saints such as ourselves? Probably the latter. We were all in that sinner who repents position at one stage. Meaning, of course, habitual sin coupled with unbelief. Because some of us who repented were the modern version of a Pharisee - they need to repent also, and occasionally do. We are washed but need to wash our feet. Is this making any sense?

I am always feeling the impetus to DO something to justify my worthless existence and need to daily remember, it is totally the gift of God and by his grace alone I AM SAVED.

Then, this morning, in Judges 17:6 I was reading that in those days, "everyone did as he saw fit." Isn't that a good description of the New Age or politically correct cultures of our time? Picking and choosing what to believe and what not to believe. Unfortunately, even "Christians" are guilty of this. We have our precious standard in God's Word - from him direct to us - and yet we select out what isn't palatable, as if it's a menu.

In the story of Micah, he is totally a man of today who wants to do the "right" thing. He repents of his theft, then sacrifices to God (along with his mother who is apparently on the same wavelength) by having some idols made for their home, and then finds himself a priest. Hooray, he has "religion" and says to himself, "Now I know that the Lord will be good to me." Isn't it nice? He believes that he can decide the requirements for righteousness, but is either unwilling or too lazy to find out what it is GOD requires of him. He'd rather do his own thing.

Today, the pastor, at a Congregational Evangelical Covenant Church we are presently attending, gave a good sermon from Proverbs on the principles that young people need to be raised on in order to make wise choices in life and be a blessing to others. However, (you were waiting for that, right?) even though these proverbs were written under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, and by a man we are told in God's Word was the wisest man ever to live (King Solomon) - both before or after his reign (1 Kings 3:12 & 4:29-34), still we heard (on the criteria of self-discipline) that in those days they didn't know about ADD! Imagine that.

Bob says they did know about butt whapping though. Maybe this is the difference. Fewer labels and drugs and more consequences, both logical and natural.

As an addendum to that last muse, there is a related interesting article on The Seventh Sola by Joel Griffith.

Hospital Blues

2008-05-29T17:29:00.000-07:00

Just visited my Dad in the hospital. Our family is certainly in a weird groove. Half on one side and half on the other belief-wise, aligned on opposing sides with the cross of Jesus the dividing line. In Matthew 10:34-37, he says, "I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn "a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law - a man's enemies will be the members of his own household." So true in our case. Am I alone here?

Jesus also has this to say with regard to family: "Who are my mother and my brothers?" he asked. Then he looked at those seated in a circle around him and said, 'Here are my mother and my brothers! Whoever does God's will is my brother and sister and mother.'" Mark 3:33-35

So, if members of your family write insulting letters about you and snub you; or when a "brother" ( in the flesh) tries to prevent his Christian family members from seeing their father in the hospital, then, hey, you're blessed! "If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you." 1 Peter 4:14 I'm afraid I haven't quite gotten to that perspective yet, but it's good to know in which direction righteousness lies.

That's why I desperately need God's Word. It tells me to "live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble. Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult, but with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing." 1 Peter 3:8-9 There we go with the blessings again. As you might have guessed, I'm writing this out because I need to imprint it on my own heart.

Military Service is a Good Idea

2008-05-26T14:38:00.000-07:00

You may not think so, but, bear with me for a moment. I've had a moment of truth. Sunday, our pastor spoke on anger and, yes, that very night I heard my nephews had been involved in a fight outside a bar. Spooky. But, young men have all that testosterone and often love a "good fight" - unless it involves being clubbed from behind by a SKUNK APE COWARD and kicked repeatedly while you're down. Well, I suppose that goes with the territory. They thrive on excitement, danger, shooting off guns, loud noises, maybe flying or diving, cheap thrills, etc. etc. So, military service nicely provides them with opportunities for all of the above, plus training to defend their country and being there should it be needed. Plus, maybe they'll GROW UP A LITTLE?? Now, I realize this is not ALL young men, but I think many are helped by their experience in the armed forces.

In Psalm 7, David is calling on the Lord to rescue him from the attack of a strong enemy, confident of what the outcome will be for "He who is pregnant with evil" (verse 15), and he praises God for the victory ahead of time. His call for help is based upon an understanding of the truth. Of who God is, of who he (David) is, living in obedience to and in relationship with his Lord, and more than that, he is doing what he's supposed to be doing.

This is the optimum position to be in in order to have a correct response to an attack. First, to be in a righteous relationship with God; second, knowing Him and His character; third to call upon Him in a time of trouble with confidence, trust and praise for the outcome. When those things are not happening, the victory is the enemy's in a spiritual if not a physical sense. Still, even after a defeat, instead of compounding an error, there is a correct response. What God's Word says about anger, holding bitterness and frustrated desires for revenge is, "It is mine to avenge; I will repay, says the Lord. " Romans 12: 17-19 ; and "do not give the devil a foothold." (Ephesians 4:27)

If the hand of God in the affairs of men and women is not taken into account, then it is impossible to correctly understand human history or individual lives.

Serving Someone?

2008-05-24T12:40:00.000-07:00

This morning I was reading in my journal from ten years ago. I was at approximately the same place in the Bible, and made a note of Proverbs 13:18 - "He who ignores discipline comes to poverty and shame, but whoever heeds correction is honored." I wrote: This poverty can be in areas of our lives other than just financial; wherever we are undisciplined, whether health (diet, exercise); spiritual; friendships/relationships (Prov. 13:20 - "He who walks with the wise grows wise."); even cleaning! Lord, help me to be disciplined in every area of my life.

I still need more discipline in the area of house cleaning. Not a favorite thing to do. I'd rather whip up a batch of guava jam or even make a Chocolate Stout Cake (what I'm in the middle of at the moment - the icing is cooling).

I'm enjoying looking at my old journals. Here's something from 5 years ago: If life doesn't gain you eternity and knowing your Creator, then you've wasted it. There is no other worthwhile "success" as a human being. "Destruction is certain for those who quarrel with their Creator." Isaiah 45:9
All the things that fascinate, occupy our attention, give us our meaning in life, that are other than God, that draw us away, rather than toward him, will fail us. They'll prove utterly useless.

Do you dislike hearing about God that "He is a jealous God"? - Joshua 24:19 It tells me just how much he loves me. This verse is cross-referenced to Matthew 6:24 - "No one can serve two masters..." And to Joshua, who tells the people, "choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve..." ( Joshua 24:15) I'll bet the majority of people don't think they're serving anyone or anything. But, like the old Bob Dylan song, "You Gotta Serve Somebody."

Casting Mental Stones?

2008-05-20T19:14:00.000-07:00

This little chameleon thinks he's blending in.

We shouldn't be surprised when unbelievers hate us - even our own parents, sister or brother. The best thing is to keep on praying for them. Though, when Christian brothers and sisters give "cold shoulders" and snub us, we are saddened, because we expect more. Right. More often than not my first reaction is to get all, WELL, HOW COULD THEY? And, think about snubbing right back. But, we are told to "love one another" and I usually do remember in time or eventually.

Believers today seem just as prone as those of another age to "nullify the Word of God for the sake of your tradition." And, Jesus is still telling us, "they worship me in vain; their teachings are but rules taught by men." Matthew 15:6b & 9
"Do not handle! Do not taste... human commands and teachings." Colossians 2:21-23

I had a few pounds of jaboticabas a friend left after a gathering recently, as well as bananas in the freezer, so the answer to the excess was, yes - banana-jaboticaba wine (bubbling away at the moment). This might offend some, but wouldn't that be putting a denominational ruling or tradition before scripture? My divorced friend is also looked at with disfavor, by some sorts of Christians, despite the fact it was because of marital infidelity and abuse. And, many of those same tradition-bound believers will cave in to the latest "scientific" ruling on the age of the earth, six day creation, the flood, or various psychiatric findings, regardless of what God's Word says. So, isn't it just as bad to try and blend in with a denomination as with the world at large? Ah... the inconsistency of man. I need to keep my Christian coloration, no matter the background. You knew there would be a connection with the lizard on the banana tree, right?

Hardwiring Ourselves

2008-05-18T17:51:00.000-07:00

Our brains are fabulous creations, more adaptable and programmable than we have even imagined. What an amazing God we have! I was just reading about a disease, hydrocephalus. It causes the brain to get flooded with fluid which replaces the white matter and can result in severe brain damage. Apparently, some people who have large portions of their brain missing, due to the damage caused, may go on to lead perfectly normal lives, some as much as 95% brainless (so to speak). Perhaps, depending upon their own intent, motivation and expectations, the remainder of the brain hardwires itself to take up the slack, compensating for damaged areas. This is one theory advanced to explain the phenomenon.

My reading in Joshua 17:16 this morning started the train of thought. Israelites from the tribe of Joseph are complaining that they don't have enough land for their numbers and that "the Canaanites who live in the plain have iron chariots." Joshua is all OH BU HU - totally unconvinced. It seems that their heart attitudes and lack of courage are what stand in the way of victory. He tells them, "Though the Canaanites have iron chariots and though they are strong, you can drive them out." Just go do it. Change your thinking in other words.

A man we know (on mental disability income) was talking to my husband about a recent visit to his psychiatrist. The doctor gave him a puzzle test, which, according to him, showed a decline in ability. This suggests that possibly, conversely to the above research, if the reward (State monies, benefits, etc.) is for poor brain function, then the brain hardwires itself to that end. If you claim to be crazy long enough or think you need to be, then you will achieve what you speak forth.

Where in the World is Limbo?

2008-05-13T14:36:00.000-07:00

Are there truly souls stuck in Limbo - here on earth? I believe I have met a few lately. Though it seems the Pope has decided for the Catholic Church that there is no actual physical place, purgatory or limbo. Perhaps he noticed that earth fits the former description sufficiently. The literal meaning of limbo is edge or border from the Latin, and is related to a Sanskrit word meaning hanging over or falling. So, in the sense of not moving forward, but hanging onto or at the point of falling into hell, it makes for an interesting parable. There is no real stasis, we're either progressing or degenerating spiritually (possibly, sometimes almost imperceptibly) but still, you could say there is a metaphysical position or place indicated here. A state of mind, with the body following through. YES, A REAL LIMBO FOLKS.

People will tell you that they're still "on the fence" about something, haven't made up their minds yet. And in the matter of deciding the end goal of your life, that's a very dangerous place to be.

The Question of Faith

2008-05-10T14:11:00.000-07:00

We're all faced with frightening things from time to time, and reading in Joshua made me think:
Did the Lord just tell him to "Be strong and courageous" or was the command directed to us all? He tells Joshua that over and over again in Chapter 1, and in the middle of it he adds, "Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." What a fantastic encouragement. He would not give anyone orders if it were not possible to carry them out. The only question that still remains is - was that exhortation for everyone who believes God, down through the ages? Or, are there those, so damaged mentally or physically, that faith wasn't meant for?

We do know that God desires none to be lost, and saves all who call on His name; and we are told that we are not tried beyond what we can bear. We are further encouraged in the New Testament: "Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes." (Ephesians 6:10-11) Each according to their measure of faith, can be strong because "the Lord your God will be with you."

Jesus asks his disciples (us?) "where is your faith?" (Luke 8:25a) And, many times he healed people and told them, "your faith has healed you." (Luke 8:48) Reading the other day, I was struck by the faith of Mary, noticing at the wedding celebration (John 2:3) that their friends had run out of wine and were about to be greatly embarrassed, she simply tells Jesus about the situation, confident that he can take care of it. And, what great faith, on being told by an angel that she would have a child by the Holy Spirit, which would have been a terrifying situation for a young girl in that time. But, she said, "I am the Lord's servant. May it be to me as you have said." Luke 1:38 And we also have the encouragement of that great chapter on faith, Hebrews 11.

Back in Joshua, Chapter 3 - the priests were to go ahead of the people - demonstrating in a living visible way, their trust in what God had told them. They were to walk right into the river, in expectation and faith that there would be a way opened. I like that he had leadership going ahead of the congregation, modeling a walk of faith that the rest could follow. Taking God at his Word = belief. Before they had been following a pillar of cloud or fire through the desert, and now they were following their leaders in obedience to God's command. As we ("A royal priesthood") are to be listening to the Holy Spirit, and checking that our leaders do as well.

I don't know where this post is going, only that I do wonder about our various capacities for hearing from God and walking in faith. We know though, that the final faith required is that anyone who would be saved must trust in God's Messiah, Jesus, and follow him. Romans 3:24 and 5:11.

Beyond Your Wildest Dreams

2008-05-04T16:21:00.000-07:00

After the last rant, this post's going to be very short. It struck me once again just how crammed with wisdom God's Word is. I am truly awed by it. Care for animals, building codes, planting instructions and on and on. God is so good! He gave us an owner's manual for our life on earth.

He also gave us five senses, and knew how they would limit our understanding in the seeming randomness, the magnitude and complexity of our natural world. And so he gave us a light on that as well - His Scriptures open up the other side of the picture - the supernatural hand of God behind, around and in the scenes from the beginning to the end. Perhaps the Genesis account of His creation of our cosmos in six days was the greatest of his miracles, but it was only the beginning. And, just wait - the events of Revelation are still to come! If you have trouble with Genesis, do you believe he can and will create a "new heavens and a new earth"? Revelation 21:1 Beyond your wildest dreams? A loose paraphrase of 1 Corinthians 2:9.

What to Do About Weeds?

2008-05-01T15:19:00.000-07:00

Can you spot the weeds?

Christians will say they KNOW that -

"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever" (Hebrews 13:8) YES; and you "who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ" (Galatians 3:27) ; who told us very clearly - "I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father..." (John 14:12); and he told his disciples, "... these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons ..." (Mark 16:17a) So, WHY DON'T WE? Gee, do you think the enemy would rather have us focus on the last half of that verse: "they will speak in new tongues." (Mark 16:17b)?

The number of unclean spirits around has not decreased in the intervening years. THEY'RE STILL HERE .... HELLO. Sitting in our churches, sometimes disrupting, sometimes just there, stinking up the place, often insinuating themselves into leadership. Satan seeks to disrupt, deceive and ultimately destroy, if he could, the Church of Christ.

Though, praise God, the outcome is secure. Satan doesn't win in the end. However, many battles are lost, souls stumbled, leaders ruined and churches closed down. Yet, we ignore (or try to) their presence among us today, or attach interesting psychological labels to his sad captives and worry that maybe they're off their "meds" when abnormal behavior is noticed.

The Gemini temple

The church seems so powerless in the face of the real god of this "New Age" - science. That spirit is the one that has gotten us to question, pick apart and disbelieve so much of the Word of God - beginning with Genesis. Basically, that's what it is - a sin of unbelief - active in the Christian church and incubated in our liberal seminaries and "Bible Colleges." They teach students not to rely on Scripture, but to question it - rather than question "science" when it contradicts the bible. As a side note, why just question a six day creation when the whole Bible is packed with supernatural events from beginning to end? Genesis to Revelation. The answer is, of course, that the unbelief doesn't end there. And, it filters down from the top right into the congregation.

We feed the hungry, teach children, disciple new believers, send missionaries (ill-equipped) to foreign lands, we pray for healing, but don't, as a rule, take authority in His name and set the prisoners free. And, that's what they are.

Jesus said to us, as well as to those in the synagogue:
"Should not this woman, a daughter of Abraham, whom Satan has kept bound for eighteen long years, be set free on the Sabbath day from what bound her?" Luke 13:16

Is it important at all, or can we continue to shove it under the table, or into a psychiatrist's office?

See Matthew 13:24-25 & 38-39:
"The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field. But, while everyone was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat... the weeds are the sons of the evil one, and the enemy who sows them is the devil."

We're told not to pull the weeds up in this parable, so as not to disturb the good plants. But he has let us know they are there so that we might use the discernment he gives us wisely, for the good of the church. Spiritually oppressed people can be delivered, and that is what Jesus did. It's their choice in the end to allow the Holy Spirit to be in total control of their lives or to let the evil one back in.

Again, "In the synagogue there was a man possessed by a demon, an unclean spirit. He cried out at the top of his voice..." Luke 4:33 (A verse I was reading today and which inspired this rant.) Note, this spirit didn't flee from the very presence of Jesus until commanded to do so. Even Jesus needed to take authority over them, to DO something. The problem won't go away by itself. And, I don't think there is a single instance in the Word of a person so afflicted who personally asked for help. It was either Jesus who noticed the problem, a disciple, a relative or friend who sought healing for the victim. They are deceived and bound, to greater or lesser degrees.

I set out cockroach and ant traps - don't want those unclean critters around. Ohhhhhh no. The slightest sign of mice brings on instant attack mode - traps, poison - whatever it takes. And, I can certainly tell a weed from a tomato plant, and pull it out. Why then are we so inept at getting rid of unclean spirits? Setting their captives free? Where is the leadership? Or, considering the number of times Scripture mentions Jesus dealing with it, the teaching, the sermons? The gift of discerning spirits (1 Corinthians 12:10) should be as appreciated and heeded as any other gift. It's certainly needed now as much as in the past.

What's Openhandedness Got to Do With Vacations?

2008-04-29T15:21:00.000-07:00

The ten Commandments

were the only ones written, literally and figuratively, in stone. The other laws and decrees were the Old Covenant, fulfilled in Jesus by the New Covenant in his blood - though with some older statues reaffirmed and commanded by Him. However, be that as it may, there's an incredible amount of truth, symbolism, history, medical insight and wisdom to be gleaned, not to mention the conviction of the Holy Spirit. I get so much from reading the Old Testament right along with the New. It drives me nuts when I hear believers say they only read the New Testament, can't "get into" the Old? It's the Holy Spirit who gets you into it. Just ask.

As, for instance, today in Deuteronomy:15:4,5, 7 & 11 - Generosity is not an option, but a command - though with a blessing attached. Despite the fact that "there should be no poor among you ... if only you fully obey the Lord ... there will always be poor people in the land. Therefore I command you to be openhanded..." This is God talking to me here. I'm usually all, THEY SHOULD GET A JOB or GROW A GARDEN WHY DON'T YOU? I so need to keep this in mind and heart. We're not responsible for what others have done or should be doing, only for our own heart attitudes and what we do about it. God takes care of the rest.

Lovey the cat is on permanent vacation

Then, there's a dimension of openhandedness toward ourselves. A time away from the usual grind, apart even from the week-end or sabbath rest, was also commanded - not merely suggested (Deuteronomy 16). So, we can learn from this, even though it's not "written in stone," the concept is most likely something very beneficial. Some people have a difficult time with the idea of a "vacation."
My husband, for instance, can't stand the thought of all that wasted down time. He would be SO BORED the whole trip and want to just go to sleep. I think he likes his job so much, it's not really like Work? All the same, the instruction in Deuteronomy 15:19-20 is interesting:

"Do not put the firstborn of your oxen to work, and do not shear the first-born of your sheep. Each year you and your family are to eat them in the presence of the Lord your God at the place he will choose."

This seems to presage the later words of Jesus: "The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath." (Mark 2:27) It was for their own benefit. There is a place for something aside from work and utility, in fact commanded, because he knew the nature of man. Or, some men, to overdo the work ethic. But, note, the work WAS a given. Also - they were to leave their homes for this break. It's too easy to get caught up in stuff that needs to get done when it's staring you in the face. Or, "we can't spend this on a vacation, we need to invest it", and so on.

The Expelled Movie

2008-04-27T19:40:00.000-07:00

This movie is a MUST SEE guys!
"For the Lord your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God." Deuteronomy 4:24 And, yes, he is.
The new Ben Stein movie, Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed , quotes Richard Dawkins, who rails on against God for this very aspect of His character. (Actually, Dawkins reads from his book during an interview with Stein.) His invective so totally shows a lack of understanding, shared with many today, of the absolute goodness, truth and love of God - who loves his creation and is jealous for us - of whatever pulls us away from him to our own detriment; and the lies of the enemy engage that "wrath of God." He cannot tolerate evil and what is allied with it.

My little granddaughter said she "had to plug my ears when I heard what that dumb guy was saying about God." What was funny though was the way Stein brought Dawkins to the point of saying that maybe we were seeded by more intelligent aliens from another planet. One scientist had the brilliant suggestion that molecules rode in on the backs of crystals. Heigh ho silver! Anything but admit accountability to a Creator who has revealed himself to us and given us a game plan for surviving. The movie exposes (in a very entertaining way) the alarming extent to which the religious activists who are pushing evolution, will go to protect their faith. Any spirit of scientific inquiry is out the window in academia.

Well done, Mr. Stein! We appreciated hearing from honest and reputable scientists who dare to question and speak out against the monolithic spirit of politically correct propaganda coming through our media and the educational system. I especially enjoyed hearing from the author of The Dawkins Delusion, Alister Mc Grath. Another book for my need to read list.

The Vog of Preservation

2008-04-22T19:15:00.000-07:00

Here on the Big Island we have "vog", a sulfur dioxide sort of acid haze emission, from our active volcano, Kilauea. The emissions have been unusually high the past few months and some people have been bothered with various symptoms, to a greater or lesser degree. When it's bad, usually at night and the prevailing wind blows down from the mountain, I'll get headaches; and tired eyes in the daytime. It seems the vog is putting the plants and trees into a kind of stress mode too. My garden helper says that's why more blooms than usual, they're trying to reproduce like crazy. We sometimes purposely traumatize our litchi trees here by girdling them to promote fruiting. Stress to achieve a result.

This is the first time I remember seeing money trees flowering. And, could that be a sign? Probably not, unfortunately.

All this brought to mind the history of Christianity - the fact that during times of persecution, massive conversions have taken place. The, humanly speaking, unbelievable faith and courage of believers was such a powerful witness of God at work in their lives, that people were drawn to Jesus, despite the ultimate cost. They were able to see that whatever in this life furthers the preservation of the one that really counts is worth it. And, in our individual lives, there are times when some great stress induces new growth or fruit. "...suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character..." Romans 5:3 The fact of suffering in no way negates the love of God, and in fact, may be because of it. "The Lord will keep you from all harm - he will watch over your life." ( Psalm 121:7) is still valid - it is our life in him he is concerned about.

"When the hay is removed and new growth appears ..." Proverbs 27:25 That new growth won't happen without a cutting back.

"To see things as God does is to see them under the aspect of eternity." - Spinoza

Fresh Grease

2008-04-20T16:53:00.000-07:00

I went to see Grease last night, never having seen the movie, or another production of the musical, and accompanied by a group of women, only one of whom I knew. Turned out well though. We had dinner first and by the time we finished they felt like a bunch of friends.

The main theme of the show seemed to be - the rebel kids are cool - and it's dumb to "just say no". Great message for high schoolers....NOT. But, if we can put all that aside, I will say their performances, the music, singing (super voices) and dancing were terrific. The acting was very good as well and the set creatively designed. What a talented group they got together for this show. And, as per usual, great directing!

I guess it's comparable to a lot of songs you might hear on the radio, where the lyrics stink or don't really say anything at all, but the music and recording are super. Or, some ads that are so clever and well-done you forget they're just trying to sell you something. Sometimes ads are better than the show they appear on. THAT'S ENTERTAINMENT...da da da da!

Is there a parable here? I don't know. You tell me.

From Cacao to Morning Cocoa

2008-04-19T15:47:00.000-07:00

I was reflecting on the cacao nibs drying in my oven (on pilot light) and the whole process, from the raw fruit, through fermentation, drying, etc. to the point of chocolate or cocoa. Our understanding of how to prepare all sorts of produce is handed down from generation to generation, everything from making cheese to wine or coffee. But, how did it all start? Current teaching would have us believe it was pure chance, a process of trial and error, and random discoveries, moving slowly through thousands of years of human technological evolution, like the rest of our supposed history from drifting protoplasm to modern man.

I hope most Christians would tend to question that theory or begin to, since God's Word has another version of our accumulated understanding. There we learn that God is the source of wisdom and knowledge, in the physical world as well as the spiritual. While Adam and Eve walked in the garden with their Creator, I'm sure He was explaining the uses of and methods of caring for and preparing all of what He had planted. I can imagine their curiosity as they walked with their Lord in his beautiful garden. We are told, "The land produced vegetation..." (Genesis 1:12) but, "the Lord God had planted a garden in the east, in Eden" (Gen. 2:8) There is a difference. Wilderness grows as it will, but "God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it." (Vs. 15) And, we know from the following verses that God walked with them and talked to them in the Garden.

Further, the prophet Isaiah tells us directly where agricultural knowledge comes from. It is such a beautiful passage, I'm going to quote the whole thing (almost). Isaiah 28:23-29:

Listen and hear my voice;
pay attention and hear what I say.
When a farmer plows for planting, does he
plow continually?
Does he keep on breaking up and
harrowing the soil?
When he has leveled the surface,
does he not sow caraway and scatter
cumin?
Does he not plant wheat in its place,
barley in its plot,
and spelt in its field?
His God instructs him
and teaches him the right way.
Caraway is not threshed with a scythe,
nor is a cartwheel rolled over cumin;
caraway is beaten out with a rod,
and cumin with a stick.
Grain must be ground to make bread....
All this also comes from the Lord Almighty,
wonderful in counsel and magnificent in
wisdom.

Back to the cacao, all this considering was brought on by a recent cooking blog post about a new way of preparing the fruit using a food dehydrator, skipping the fermentation and roasting processes. I thought, hey this is great, short and simple. Went out (well really it was Craig's list) got a food dehydrator and gave it a try. Guess what? Used up a lot of electricity and didn't get the job done. Sometimes the old ways are better.

Though the different techniques employed for utilizing produce may have changed, the processes are pretty much the same today. i.e. instead of fermenting cacao under palm or banana leaves outdoors, it is more convenient for me to use a pasta pot in a gas oven with pilot light, or for a factory to use a big mechanized operation to deal in quantity. And, isn't it interesting that processing plants remove the cocoa butter for other uses, then add in milk products to achieve that same delicious unctuousness that is part of the chocolate experience. I like mine the way it comes - non dairy. Grind the roasted pods and put in my French Press, add hot water. Voila!

a cacao pod opened

One of my Bible Commentaries compares the verses in Isaiah to the way God created people so different from one another, and how everyone should be treated differently as well, with understanding and respect for their individuality and uniqueness.

The Bride Is Waiting

2008-04-15T14:11:00.000-07:00

We went to Upper Room Ministries' Seder last night where many awesome connections between elements of the Passover ceremony and their fulfillment in Messiah Jesus were spoken of by a couple from Chosen People, an international ministry to the Jews.

For example, the matzoth is both pierced and broken (Isaiah 53:5). It is the middle piece which is removed from its place and broken, symbolizing the Son in the Trinity. It is then wrapped in a linen cloth and hidden (Matthew 27:58-60). Later it is found and redeemed (from death or obscurity).

I heard one explanation in particular that was new to me, a parable which I thought was wonderful about the church as the Bride of Christ, waiting for the return of the Bridegroom. It seems that Jewish couples used to start off, before the actual wedding, with a contract from the prospective groom, in which his promises to her were listed. Then the bride price was paid and he went to prepare a place for them to live. It was usually on top of the family home, where a new floor was added on. And, while he was preparing this home for them, the bride would wait for his return. This could be a year or more. Finally, he would come, with an escort of his groomsmen, to take her home.

Wow! Here we are waiting to see the fantastic place Jesus is preparing for us who are his beloved, in his Father's house. - "Love plans ahead." - And, there will be a marriage feast, which we are invited to - "The wedding supper of the Lamb" (Revelation 19:9) Holding fast to God is what brings us out alive - out of this life and into eternal life. "...but all of you who held fast to the Lord your God are still alive today." May well be announced to us at the Marriage Feast, and may we all be there drinking a toast to that! So, it's important to be ready, not off somewhere else spiritually, forgetting about who we are called to be.

Why A Blog?

2008-04-09T18:35:00.000-07:00

In September of last year I wrote an entry in my journal, which was the source of this blog's title - Standing Straight - now we're standing straighter. I'm going to post that today, just so you know where the name came from.

I was interested to learn about the "Alexander" method for correcting posture, and still mean to work more on that. I made a few appointments with a facilitator to be introduced to the technique. What a good reminder it was - that our bodies were designed with an optimum alignment of muscles and bones to function at their best when we are standing straight, in a correct manner. A wonderful creation, we are a perfect parable for the spiritual body.

Whilst she is explaining things, the teacher incorporates the theory that all spiritual philosophical paths are equal, saying the same thing, basically. She tries to control it, but is obviously angry when I stop the lecture and compare this idea to stating that 2+2=5 is as valid an equation as any other. Objective truth should apply in all departments of life.

When our lives are aligned with God's standard in every way, reflecting his truth and plan, then Jesus will be most clearly seen in us. That's what I want - for others to see Christ in me.
My goal for this blog is that I might use the opportunity technology affords to give an account of the hope that is in me.

All In The Timing

2008-04-07T16:53:00.000-07:00

Reading today in Numbers 9:15-23, I thought it was noteworthy how God taught the Israelites to pay attention and look to him for direction. It says, in part:

Whenever the cloud lifted from above the Tent (Tabernacle), the Israelites set out; wherever the cloud settled, the Israelites encamped. At the Lord's command the Israelites set out, and at his command they encamped. As long as the cloud stayed over the tabernacle, they remained in camp. Nu. 9:17-18

Sometimes they stayed at a place for a short time and sometimes a month or a year. At night the cloud looked like fire. So, if they were to leave at night, they would see it and be able to follow. God used the cloud over the Sanctuary to clearly show them his will and train them to habitually wait and watch for his direction and timing, moving it in an unpredictable way, at least to them. He may have had his own reasons for each move. I would like to have more of that immediate, reaction of obedience toward God worked into my own life. Always looking to him for direction.

Moses had a related quality, worth emulating, and that we can learn from today, (this from Numbers 9:6-8). When asked for a decision, he replies: "Wait until I find out what the Lord commands concerning you." And, in Numbers 27:5, "So, Moses brought their case before the Lord." And, this was almost the last decision he was asked to give. In his answer to Moses God told him to go up on the mountain where he would die. Then, in his final request he asks God to appoint a successor to himself so the people wouldn't be left leaderless. I think most of us, in his place, would be thinking ourselves perfectly capable of deciding these things, but he knew that our ways are not always God's. Even at the very end of his life on earth with all of his experience and closeness to his Lord. What a humble guy!

On a mundane note, I think my banana wine might be finally coming into its own. Either that or I've found the right thing to pair it with? Made in 2005, I've been trying it ever since (a 5 gal. batch!) and dumping bottles, minus the test glass, into my vinegar crock. There was definitely a flavor flaw. Today, however, I opened another and it went well with a little onion, tomato & fresh oregano pizza. Would probably be equally good with spicy Asian or Indian food. Guess some things just need a bit of time. I've heard a comparison made between Christians who are in process, to little green apples (or bananas) - they're perfect for the stage of growth they're at, just not yet at peak flavor, or in the case of Christians, performance.

A Pig Chase

2008-04-04T21:22:00.000-07:00

What you don't see in this photo, taken at about 6:00 a.m. this morning, is me in my pajamas and little silk bed jacket, running after the pig, madly trying to make the most of a photo op, without getting charged, and chase him out the gate at the same time. I think that would have been a better picture. More amusing anyway. And, in my haste I deleted everything but this one shot from my memory card. How did that happen? The poor thing (a wild adolescent boar) must have been trying to get out most of the night. Around 11 p.m. I thought I heard pigs, so went down the drive and shut the gate. In the early morning I heard snorting sounds again and wondered if one had gotten trapped inside. Sure enough.

You might be wondering if this is going anywhere. And, yes, it is. When I was interrupted by the boar, I had been writing about what a great parable God gave us in the Old Testament. They were commanded to go into Canaan and take the land, as the "iniquity of the Amorites" had reached its limit in God's perfect timing. The Israelites were given the land - the outcome was promised to them by God and He did give them victory. Their part was to be committed, faithful and obedient to the Lord. They were told to "be strong and courageous" and fight the necessary battles, believing God for the outcome.

Christians are to take enemy territory as well. We are told in Ephesians 6 to "Put on the full armor of God." Spiritual warfare is called for. Satan was defeated at the Cross by Jesus, but he still holds a lot of territory in human souls. However, we are also commanded, "be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power." Ephesians 6:10 And, Jesus assured his church, "the gates of hell will not stand against" our onslaught.

Getting back to the piggy point (yes Margaret, there is one), at times - even though he doesn't really belong - a spirit agent of the enemy may enter (or have been in all along & not ejected from) our saved Christian lives, if we've left the gate open. And, he'll be happy to stay there too, unlike the boar who wanted desperately to get his freedom back. I guess habitual sin could be compared to an automatic gate opener. As an addendum, I'd like to add this quote, which is appropriate:

Ed Welch: “There is a mean streak to authentic self-control. Self-control is not for the timid. When we want to grow in it, not only do we nurture an exuberance for Jesus Christ, we also demand of ourselves a hatred for sin. The only possible attitude toward out-of-control desire is a declaration of all-out war. There is something about war that sharpens the senses. You hear a twig snap or the rustling of leaves and you are in attack mode. Someone coughs and you are ready to pull the trigger. Even after days of little or no sleep, war keeps us vigilant.”

Get Racked

2008-04-03T17:33:00.000-07:00

The guava wine on the right needs to be racked

I have several carboys of wine which need racking at the moment (siphoning off the sediment) and I've been putting it off too long. Such a bother, all that washing up, sanitizing, lugging of heavy bottles, etc., takes some time and effort. But, leaving wine too long on its lees affects the taste negatively. The sediment comes from dead yeasts, and small leavings of the fruit. A little while on it is o.k. for some flavor, but too long, and yuck.

Several of the Old Testament prophets use this image to describe the spiritual state of their people. (Jeremiah 48:11 & Zephaniah 1:12) Junk had accumulated in their lives, contaminants from the dead yeasts of sin, and bad influences from the world around them. What a great analogy. Still applies today. Just look at all the input we can absorb from our culture through movies, T.V., magazines, friends and acquaintances, even family, that taints us spiritually. Then there's the bad habits we sit on, unwilling to let go of, so that our lives might be clarified, i.e. purified. I'm meditating today on what I need to get rid of. I know, some of you are going to say - what about that wine? Maybe so, but hey, Jesus was a wine maker. Then, there's Isaiah 25:6. But, worth considering.....

Suck Lemons or Make Lemonade

2008-04-01T15:30:00.000-07:00

This being only my third post, the whole blogging scene is very new to me. I feel as though I've been lost in space and just got back. So, to catch up I've been doing a little research, reading lots of different blogs (especially my favorites - the cooking ones) and some of the comments posted. It's been a bit of a surprise though, the level of anger out there (not on the cooking ones) being expressed toward people with differing opinions or beliefs, not to mention hostility toward God. Right now, in my Old Testament reading, I've just finished with Leviticus. In Lev. 26:14-30, the Lord details a number of scary consequences which he warns the people will result from their hostility towards himself and his laws - and it ain't pretty! Reminds me of Revelation 16, where the 7 bowls of God's wrath are being poured out and, even as people are suffering and in misery, they "cursed the God of heaven" and "refused to repent of what they had done." On a very popular site the author, as well as commentators, speak of "thumbing their noses" at God, because of a miscarriage, sad experience and perceived injustice. It seems a bit silly, really. If you believe in an all powerful God, whose fault you think it was, I'd say, it would be wiser to not attract more negative attention - hey get on his good side. Where does "thumbing your nose" get you? And, more likely, if you don't really believe there is a God, who are you venting your anger at? This posted statement, in particular grabbed me:

"And it's so true, if Jesus saw a pregnant woman who had fallen to the ground, he'd surely walk up and kick her in the stomach. I remember that teaching specifically."

I won't give the "credit" or source, as we'll try to avoid negative input, but it did make me think. The remark takes a universal point of view, that any pregnant woman, no matter who she is, what her life is like, what she's involved in, etc. etc., is a sympathetic figure and somehow "worthy". No bad shit should ever happen. Like saying all people of African descent are good or all white people are bad or .... you get the picture.

I remember having a bad fall from my horse several years ago. I was laid up, flat on my back, hoping it would heal soon. Strangely enough, that time was one of real spiritual growth, during which I drew much closer to God. I guess what we're saying here is that, just because bad things happen, sometimes to good people, it doesn't mean fine stuff can't be made out of it. That all depends on what we do with the situation. Suck lemons or make lemonade.

As an addendum, I just read a review of Night of Weeping & Morning of Joy, by Horatius Bonar. A new printing by Reformation Heritage Books and reviewed by Tony Reinke at The Shepherd's Scrapbook. The book is on "how to interpret the difficult circumstances of our life on earth in light of the eternal promises and purposes of God."

Life in Christ is preparation for something greater—"the hope of glory” (Colossians 1:27). Bonar calls us to pay attention to the suffering and trials of this life because God is at work in all of the trials and struggles of this life, to prepare us for something greater, more gracious, and more glorious." We are tested to growth through circumstances and relationships.
Sounds like a book I want to read.

Stuck in Larval Mode

2008-03-29T19:17:00.000-07:00

Caterpillar eating Sweet Potato leaf - One day he'll fly!

I've just read an interesting article in the new SCP (Spiritual Counterfeits Project) Journal, entitled "Ironies of Disbelief: Militant Atheism and the Law of Unintended Consequences" by Brooks Alexander. Apparently some Social Scientists have turned up statistical verification of the old bit of wisdom attributed to G.K Chesterton, and known as "Chesterton's Paradox."

"Chesterton devoted his life and career to demonstrating that orthodox Christian faith is the essence of sanity - and that its denial is prelude to delusion."

What we've always suspected - that atheists end up believing just about anything, rather than nothing at all. There comes an openness or susceptibility to superstition and unreason. Real Christianity, according now to Social Science, is a protection. We were created to have a relationship with God, to know him, and any other life is stunted really.

On a parallel note, so many, not very young any more, people, the children of family members and acquaintances on my prayer list, seem trapped in a state of what has been termed "arrested development." Some are able to function to greater or lesser degrees than others, but trapped all the same, holding on to hurt and bitterness; clinging to a "victim" status quo - a place that makes the dark world celebrate, I'm sure. I see them wandering the malls, on the streets and in Borders, thinking they just can't face working, but meanwhile getting further dug into limbos of medicated lazy craziness. Those chemicals rarely seem to get anyone truly out of the so-called "imbalance."
Without the protection of sincere faith, as well quite often of honest work, which is a definite help to sanity, and which men were created to do, we will flounder, stuck in developmental ruts, instead of flying as we were meant to, using all the gifts God created in us to their fullest.

A scripture I was reading today (Lev. 23:32a) - has Moses giving the Israelites instructions on observing the Sabbath. One day a week was for rest. "It is a sabbath of rest for you and you must deny yourselves." It's a "denial" really because our work was meant to be fulfilling and even enjoyable as well as worthwhile. Not that it always is, but providing for ourselves and others is at least satisfying. It should be the goal of every parent to help their children discover what God-given talents they have, what interests, what they enjoy that is worth pursuing. Oh, if I had it to do over, what things I might do better...

The Land Vomits

2008-03-27T17:13:00.000-07:00

Lava flow - photo by Linda Bruce

There is a set limit to the sin of a nation and then the land itself is defiled, to the point - "it will vomit you out as it vomited out the nations that were before you." Lev. 18:28
America is walking in that path & may get itself vomited soon. It's not politically correct around here (or anywhere for that matter) to suggest such a thing, but that is precisely what happened in Hawaii, and, in Mexico, South America and many other places as well. History is full of people getting vomited out of their lands. Sin defiles. There are consequences.

Our bodies are a parallel or parable for that. We can take only so much crap into ourselves before we chuck it (sorry Chuck); get sick; go to the doctor. Actually we can go for quite a few years before the old system starts shutting down, backing up or causing a whole lot of trouble for us. And, there's a spiritual allegory here too. Aging, we start to show in our faces as well as our bodies the effects of our lifestyle mistakes (sin), besides just darn getting old. We're all terminal and will eventually die (physically), but some things can be prevented/repented of, and there is hope for eternity.

On a personal note, what am I doing to cause my body grief? For a number of years I had an anger problem and, had I continued on that particular path, would no doubt have some nasty physical consequence trailing along behind. Notice I say "had", however, I really blew it the other day. Totally lost my temper at our neighbor. Believe I've about got what it takes to apologize now.
Also, I need to stop obsessing about petty annoyances, like quads and helicopters. Instead, commit to using them as an opportunity for prayer.